Chapter 12

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I stare at him, at the man before me. The most feared man in the city stands before me, his shoulders tense, his jaw clenched. It’s not a request. It’s a plea wrapped in a demand. The hunger in his eyes is a physical thing, a vacuum pulling at the last shreds of my professional resolve. I see the boy from my notes, brilliant and frustrated. I see the king from the gala floor, cold and calculating. And beneath both, I see the man who shattered when I asked him if this was what he wanted. My mouth is dry. The clinical part of my brain screams about ethics, about danger, about Marcus. But a deeper, darker part is already leaning forward. That part remembers the weight of my heel against his erection, the sharp intake of his breath, the absolute power of reducing him to a single, raw need. That part is already wet. I hesitate. The silence stretches, taut as a wire. His gaze never wavers. “Please, command me.” The word undoes me. A king does not say please. A patient should not beg. But this man does. I feel the shift inside me, a lock turning over. My voice, when it comes, is not my therapeutic melody. It is lower. Softer. Absolute. “Kneel.” He moves without a second of hesitation. It is not a slow, reluctant descent. It is a fluid, deliberate surrender. One moment he is standing, a tower of power and threat. The next, he is on his knees before me, his head bowed slightly, his hands resting on his thighs. The sight steals the air from my lungs. “Look at me.” He lifts his head. His eyes are wide, dark pools of surrender. The defiance is gone. In its place is a terrifying openness. I have done this. I have carved this vulnerability out of stone. A flush of heat spreads through my chest, down my belly. My breathing grows heavier, audible in the quiet room. “Is this what you wanted?” I whisper, echoing the question that started it all. A shudder runs through him. “Yes.” “Say it properly.” “Yes, Doctor Voss.” The title on his lips is a sacrament. The heat in my core coils tighter. I am supposed to be in control, but the control is turning me on, a feedback loop of power and arousal that makes my head spin. I reached out, my fingers trembling only slightly, and brushed a strand of dark hair from his forehead. His eyes close at the touch. “Good,” I breathe. His own breathing has changed. It’s sharper now, attuned to mine. He is listening to my body, reading the signs I cannot hide. He hears the catch in my throat. He sees the rapid rise and fall of my chest beneath the emerald silk. His gaze drops to the hem of my dress, then flicks back to my face, a question in his eyes. I don’t speak. I just hold his gaze, letting him see the want there. Letting him see the crack in my own armor. He moves. One hand lifts from his thigh, slowly, giving me every chance to stop him. I don’t. His fingers find the edge of my dress, the slit that runs up my thigh. His touch is searing through the silk. He pushes the fabric aside, his knuckles brushing my skin. I gasp. His eyes lock on mine as his hand slides higher. His palm is hot, rough with calluses, a shocking contrast to the smoothness of my inner thigh. He doesn’t stop until his fingertips reach the lace edge of my underwear. I am dripping. He must feel the heat radiating from me. He hooks a finger under the lace. “Adrian,” I whisper, a warning that is not a warning. He pulls the lace aside. And then his fingers are there, sliding through the slickness, a low groan escaping his lips. The sound goes straight to my core. One finger presses against my entrance, testing, and my hips jerk forward of their own accord. “f**k,” he breathes, and then he pushes inside. The fullness is exquisite. A single, thick finger, curling deep. My head falls back against the mirror with a soft thud. He begins to move, a slow, deliberate rhythm, his eyes devouring every twitch of my face. His thumb finds my c**t, circles it with a pressure that makes my knees buckle. I grab the edge of the sink to stay upright. “You’re so wet,” he murmurs, his voice ragged with awe. “For me.” He adds a second finger. The stretch burns, a perfect, aching fullness. I am panting now, little gasps that echo in the tiled room. His pace quickens, his fingers pumping deep, his thumb relentless. The orgasm builds fast, a tight coil at the base of my spine, threatening to snap. His gaze is fierce, possessive, watching me come apart from his hand. Then a fist hammers against the door. Three thunderous, impatient blows. “Elara!” Marcus’s voice, sharp and angry, cuts through the haze. “Open this goddamn door. Now.” Adrian slowly withdraws his fingers. The loss is profound, a sudden, aching emptiness. He brings his hand to his mouth, his eyes locked on mine, and licks my wetness from his skin. The gesture is obscene. A claiming. A promise. My stomach tightens all over again. He rises to his feet in one smooth motion, the surrendered boy gone, the king reassembled. He pulls a crisp handkerchief from his jacket pocket, wipes his hand with clinical precision, and tucks it away. “Compose yourself, Doctor,” he says, his voice cool, but his eyes are still heated. I push away from the sink, my legs like water. I fumble with the hem of my dress, pulling the silk down over my thighs. My hands are shaking. I can still feel the ghost of his touch, the wet heat between my legs. I turn to the mirror. My face is flushed, my lips swollen, my eyes wild. I look thoroughly f****d. I grab a paper towel, run it under cold water, and press it into my throat, my cheeks. The shock of cold helps. I take one deep breath, then another, forcing my therapist’s calm to descend like a sheet over the chaos beneath. I smooth my hair. Adjust the neckline of my dress. When I look again, the wildness is drafted, hidden behind a familiar, composed mask. It feels paper-thin. Adrian watches my transformation, a faint, approving curve to his mouth. He steps closer, his body not touching mine but his heat enveloping me. He reaches past me to the door, his arm brushing my shoulder. He pauses, his mouth near my ear. “I look forward to our next session.” The words are a whisper, a threat, a prayer. They sink into my skin. Then he turns the lock. The click is deafening. He opens one of the stall doors just enough to slip in, his body hiding as I open the main door. Marcus fills the frame as I try to walk out of the restroom, his face a mask of controlled fury. His eyes swept the bathroom, searching for another presence, finding only me. “What the hell were you doing in here? The door was locked.” I fold the damp paper towel neatly and drop it into the bin. My voice, when I find it, is steady. Melodic. “I felt faint. The heat, the crowd. I needed a moment.” I met his gaze, my own clear and slightly weary. “I must have accidentally engaged the lock when I came in. I’m sorry if I worried you.” He steps closer, the space shrinking with his presence. His eyes are narrow, scrutinizing. He looks at the sink, the mirror, me. He leans in slightly, and I hold my breath. Does he smell Adrian’s cologne? Can he sense the s*x in the air? “You’re flushed,” he states. “As I said. I felt faint.” I moved toward the door, a subtle cue to leave. “I’m better now. Shall we return?” He doesn’t move. He blocks my path, his gaze dropping to my neck, my chest, as if looking for marks. Finding none. His jaw works. “That man. Vale. He was asking about you.” “Was he?” I kept my tone light, disinterested. “I didn’t see him after you spoke. Perhaps he left.” Marcus finally steps aside, but his hand shoots out, gripping my elbow. The pressure is firm, possessive. A reminder. “Stay away from him, Elara. He’s not a patient you can care for anymore. He’s a predator. And I won’t have him sniffing around what’s mine.” “Of course,” I say, the perfect, compliant wife. I let him lead me from the bathroom, his grip a shackle. As we walk back into the gala’s noise and light, the ghost of Adrian’s fingers is still inside me. The memory of his submission is a brand on my mind. My husband’s hand on my arm, but another man’s command is in my ear. I look forward to our next session. The prescription in my office drawer feels like a joke now. A relic from a world that no longer exists.
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