After our bonding time. Dave prepared a romantic date just for two of us. Dave is the one that got a way. He is a good catcher. His parents raised him in a good manners. Even his siblings.
Dave admitted to me how much he loves me. On that night I felt ashamed to myself. I’m guilty. Dave deserves a woman who hold his heart and it’s not me. He is so perfect.
I told to him. I’m not deserving to be his wife. He was shocked after what he heard from me. I don’t want to lie. He deserves the truth. I admitted to him. I’m bisexual I’m in love to someone. Unfortunately I had no guts to tell to him. Who is that person.
He cried a lot in front of me. He wanted a second chance to prove himself he is worthy to become my faithful husband. He is the right man for me. I’m confused during that night. He embraced me while crying. I don’t know what to do.
“Please I’m begging you don’t leave me” he said to me while crying.
“I hate myself. Hurting you is not my intention. Stop crying. Just give me a time and space to think” I said to him.
“We’re engaged you agreed to your father that you wanted me to be your husband remember?”
“Yeah I know Dave it’s just a huge mistake”
“No Mary we deserve each other”
“You deserve someone Dave”
“You’re right I deserve someone and that someone is you. I don’t want anyone”
“I’m sorry Dave”
“I can’t lose you Mary”
“Dave let me think of it”
“Ok but please allow me to prove myself for you. I’m deserving to be your husband”
“Ok but don’t expect too much”
“I will”