Katy and I gave time and space for each other. We makes a toughest decision. We didn’t talk We need to test ourselves if we can survive a day without communication. I gave my time for Dave and Katy gave her time for Dylan same with Butler and Chanel. Dave and I went at Paris France.
He promised he will love me until his last breath. We visited all tourist attractions at France. To be honest I almost forgets her. I wish my feelings for Dave it takes a long last.
One day he brought me at the cruise ship. He proposed to me. I said yes. Katy and I had no strong communication. During that time I surrendered my dignity to Dave.
“Are you ready?”
“Yeah sure. Turn off the light”
“But I want lights on”
“Just turn off”
“I want on because I want to see you”
“Turn off”
“Ok”
During that time when he kiss my lips. I remember Katy’s lips. I was thinking of her. I’m disgusted with myself while making out with the person who is not in my heart. But I need to pretend that I love it because I don’t want to hurt his feeling.
“Do you love it?” He asked me but I saw her face.
“Very much” I said.