Diamonds for Tears

Remember your BFF?

Rose

In this short time, I found out, or rather I found I had a wolf mate, an actual man that shifted into a wolf. And that he would protect me with his life. And even better that that. Yes, there is a better than giving ones’ life for your love. A wolf mate cannot cheat on you, of course there is drama. I mean hello world, there is no perfect anything, there is bound to be different opinions and feelings.

Wolfs mate for life. And this I know from actual wolves. I need to find out more about their world, shifter world.

Blanca, she has been on my mind. I mean literally, not just thinking of her. Our bond is strong, and I can sometimes feel what she is feeling. Just the basic feelings, like hate, sadness, happiness. And right now, I only got good vibes from her, meaning she is happy.

„Matteo?”

„Yes love.” Oh, how I love it when he calls me love. And it has become an everyday thing. And the fact that he might of snarled at his beta, Santo, for trying to tease him for calling me love all the time.

„Where is Blanca?”

„I might have forgotten to tell you that she is with her mate. Sorry?”

„WHAT? And you simply forgot to tell me? Just like that? When? But who?”

„Did I tell you I make a mean lasagne?”

„DO NOT TRY TO DISTRACT ME WITH FOOD!”  I am so mad at him, or maybe I am at myself because in my happy moments I forgot about her, and she about me.

A fringing mate. I am so happy for her and so mad at her at the same time.

„And we are invited at their mating celebration and her Luna party.” He looked like a puppy caught in the headlight of the car, or was it a deer?

„Please explain. I have yet to find the library you keep at the pack house and learn about wolves.”

„Sorry love. I will give you all the books you need. I am very impressed that you want to learn about us. I mean you could always ask me or Blanca’s parents.”

„I love to read. And I better, because you are my mate! Nothing is going to change that. So, I need to brush up on my shifter knowledge.”

„I love you!” making his way next to me, and placing feathery kisses. He makes me forget my name. It takes me only one little move to fall on the couch and have my way. We kiss each other like no tomorrow, like we are starving and the only thing keeping us alive is the kiss. But to our luck someone clears their throat so he can have out attention.

„Alpha, we need to talk.” It was Santo, his beta. Do not get me wrong, I like the man, but I could strangle him right now for this. I wanted Matteo to hold me in his arms, to kiss me, to taste my skin, I was soaking wet and not from spilling water on myself, if you get my drift.

„How about we go to the mall after I finish some pack business?” his eyes had flecks of gold in them, meaning his wolf was at the surface, itching to come out.

„Sure. But what for?”

„So, you can buy a dress for the Luna ceremony. Blanca’s party.”

„Yes. Ok. Yes …” he kissed me one more time and went for his study with Santo.

Now how about that lasagne.

Matteo

I have been in contact with Alpha Marco because of pack business. We are good friends and our packs are allies. I am very happy for him because he found his mate. And of all the people who our mates could be they are best friends.

Rose wants to know more about us, about my world. And it makes me so happy that she is my mate. She will be a good Luna.

„I love you!” no words can come from me. I just want her to know how much she means to me and how happy she makes me.

We start to kiss, or rather I start to kiss her. And she is a little vixen, pretending to fall on the couch so I am on top of her. And as I rest on my forearm so I don’t crush her with my weight, I feel my jeans getting tight.

I want to mark her; my wolf wants to mark her and make her the official Luna of the pack. But she is human so I want to take is slow, ease her into the pack. Let her learn about shifters and make her own decisions. Let her decide when she wants to take it to the next step.

I knew it was Santo, I could smell him approaching, he cleared his throat hoping to get my attention. But I did not want to part from Rose, my wolf wanted to growl. But I kept it inside. Because I do not want to scare Rose.

 „Alpha, we need to talk.” Using my title meant only business. Business I had to attend.

„How about we go to the mall after I finish some pack business?” my wolf started to imagine her getting naked and trying out dresses. Dresses we are so happy we can buy for her. That we can take care of our mate. And later when we got home from the ceremony taking the dress of and kissing every inch of her body.

„Sure. But what for?” her eyes were filled with lust and want making me whimper, making my wolf howl in pride because our bond grew stronger and that she accepted us as a mate.

„So, you can buy a dress for the Luna ceremony. Blanca’s party.” And my wolf chimed in my head, so that we can tear that dress of and kiss you and worship your body, taste every inch of skin.

„Yes. Ok. Yes …” I wanted to kiss her and hold her. But I only placed a light kiss. Because I might not resist the urge and just take her here and now. She smelled so sweet, I could smell her arousal, her need for me. And that only made me want to make her happy, to satisfy her needs. Because she is all mine. My Luna, my mate.

As I went to my office with Santo all I could think was her, my Rose. But that soon faded.

„We have a lone-wolf at our border. Sais, he wants to speak only to you. Regarding your mate.”

With those words my wolf wanted nothing else but to protect his mate.

„Where is he?”

„It’s a she. Only a messenger. Here to deliver it to you, Alpha.” Santo had his head low and neck out because I was going full alpha mode. Dominance seeped from my skin, my wolf only seconds from ripping said messengers throat out. I need to find Rose; she can calm me so I can interrogate that lone-wolf without killing her.

„Where is Rose?”

„In the kitch ….” He did not get to finish that word because I was out the door heading for my mate. I did not nee to know where she is, because her scent led me to her. She was baking, cooking …

I only embraced her, and started to sniff her hair, her neck, the place where I will place my mark so that every wolf knows she is taken. She is mine.

„Mine. Mine. Mine” my wolf was more in control, holding her, sniffing her.

„Yours.” She knows what to say to make me calm, her touch, her smell. Wait, did she just say she is mine?

„Say again!” my words rumbled out of me, I was growling, so that no one comes near us, near my mate.

„I am yours Daemon. I am yours Matteo.” She started to tangle her fingers in my hair, to play with my locks. This is so good. I want to stay like this. But I have to go now, to an interrogation. I kiss her and head to the interrogation room.