Chapter Thirty-Six – DCI BeckleySaturday 2 January 2016
It's 9.35am. I'm tired and despondent after last's nights f**k up. I know that Kate isn't to blame. I'm surprised that she even agreed to be part of a sting operation in the first place.
It's guilt, eating her up inside, a feeling that is all too familiar.
That's why she wants to help the investigation. She blames herself for Louise's attack, which is understandable. Perhaps, if I spoke with her and shared my own experience about Toby Harroway, she'd realise that she's not alone.
Guilt is part of life. You can't escape it, but you can learn to deal with it. I'm still trying to cope but it gets a little easier day by day. It's my fault Kate ran the story. I was trying to speed up the enquiry and get a result. I never thought it wou
