LUCA'S POV When he finished his story it took me a minute to catch my breath. I finally understood. After all this time, I finally understood Mr Messer. His intentions, his thoughts. I felt sorry for him. I believed him. I understood. Mr Messer took his time telling his story, as I will now take my time telling it to you. I will be honest, there are many aspects of it that were unbelievable, but I'm letting you know now that I believe him. I see no reason why he would lie to me, he had nothing to lose and I was not in a position to judge him anymore. I think that was why I trusted him most of all. I had hit rock bottom before, after Nora had died. I knew what it felt like to have nothing to loose. To not care about living anymore. It wasn't as though you wanted to die. It wasn't suicide