39 Megan
Chris has stayed away from home plenty of times in the past. There’ve been school trips, stag dos, all sorts of things. But the house has never felt as empty as it did last night. It wasn’t just my husband that was missing; it was my marriage, my family, my hopes and dreams.
Everything we’ve worked so hard for has been irrevocably ruined. Will I ever be able to look Chris in the eye again? He’ll never be able to forgive me, and I’ll never be able to fully trust him. Sometimes the police make mistakes. This could be a huge one. What if he did kill Riley and Kai? What if he’s going to kill again?
Whatever happened, whatever happens now, I have to come to terms with the fact that our marriage is over. Whether he actually did it or not is almost irrelevant in that sense. How many w
