I try to move but I feel blank
I slowly open my eyes , I'm still at the hospital
I turn my head around to see if someone's there
I feel weak and my head all blur
they have given me sleeping seductives
wake up Cas , you need to run
I tell myself as I try to open my eyes again
but no matter how hard I try I feel them painful to let them open
I feel heavy
it takes a minute for me to realize it's not my body weight which is weighing me down to the rough bed
but it's the two of us
I try to move my waist and I feel his hands gripping my skin harder like he used to do before
I remember the day when he asked me to marry him
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it's our first day at Ibiza
I run excitedly towards our hotel room
I open the windows taking in the view of beach side view
its heaven,
