Passed Out Travis was still sleeping peacefully and I can't wake him up because I know he's tired. Hindi ko naman siya pwedeng gisingin dahil lang may gusto akong itanong. I went back to the walk in closet and fixed his clothes kahit na inayos na niya iyon kagabi. I just want something to do. I placed the recorder inside my pocket, I'll just ask him later. Nakakapaghintay pa naman ang galit at inis ko. After fixing his clothes, I went to the kitchen and helped Nanay Josefina. Hindi ko kayang manatili lang sa kwarto at titigan si Travis. Aatakihin lang ako ng anxiety ko at iyon ang pinakaayaw ko sa lahat. One more thing, there are ideas inside my mind that I want to ignore. I really just want to ignore, but that's not possible because its just stressing me more. Ayokong isipin na naaa

