Mark Me, Reject Me, Beg Me

CHAPTER 2: The Alpha King's Office

The Alpha King's private office occupies the top floor of the compound, all dark wood and floor-to-ceiling windows that overlook the territory like a predator surveying its domain. I've been here dozens of times for briefings, commendations, strategic planning sessions.

This feels different. The air is thicker somehow, charged with something I can't name.

Alpha King Alaric sits behind his massive oak desk, fingers steepled beneath his chin. At forty-five, he's still formidable—steel-gray hair, pale blue eyes that miss nothing, and a presence that makes even other Alphas instinctively lower their gaze.

I stand at attention three feet from the desk, spine straight, hands clasped behind my back. Elite Warrior posture. Professional. Controlled.

"You summoned me, Alpha King." My voice doesn't waver. Small victory.

"Sit, Isla." He gestures to one of the leather chairs across from him.

"I prefer to stand, sir."

His mouth twitches with something that might be amusement. "I wasn't asking."

I sit. But I don't relax.

Alaric studies me for a long moment, and I force myself to hold his gaze. Three years of training under his command taught me that showing weakness invites exploitation. He respects strength, even when it's performed.

"You received my letter," he says finally.

"I did."

"And?"

"And I respectfully decline the assignment." The words come out clipped, military. "I'm not a healer. You have specialists far more qualified for medical consultation."

"True." Alaric leans back in his chair, the leather creaking. "But they don't have your bloodline."

My jaw tightens. "My bloodline is irrelevant. I'm a warrior, not a blood bank."

"Your bloodline is exactly why you're going." His tone shifts, becoming the voice he uses during tactical briefings. Calm, absolute, leaving no room for argument. "The Blackthorn Pack has formally requested assistance through diplomatic channels. Luna Serena has been poisoned with something their healers can't identify. Your rare genetic markers may provide the cure they need."

"Then send my medical records. They can synthesize whatever they need without me physically being there."

"It doesn't work that way, and you know it." Alaric stands, moving to the window. His back is to me, but I can see his reflection in the glass. "This is a diplomatic obligation between allied packs. When an ally requests aid, we respond. Refusal would be seen as a hostile act."

"So send someone else." My hands curl into fists on the armrests. "You have two hundred Elite Warriors. Surely one of them can deliver blood samples or whatever medical support they need."

"None of them are you."

"Exactly. None of them have history with that pack. None of them were publicly humiliated and rejected by their Alpha." The words escape before I can stop them, years of buried anger bubbling up. "You're asking me to walk back into the place that destroyed me and smile while I help the woman who stole my life. That's not diplomacy, that's cruelty."

Alaric turns to face me fully. "I'm asking you to do your duty."

"My duty?" I'm on my feet now, professional composure fracturing. "My duty was to my mate. My pack. And they rejected me. I don't owe them anything."

"You owe me." His voice drops to something dangerous. "I took you in when you had nowhere else to go. Gave you purpose, training, protection. Everything you've built here exists because I allowed it."

The truth of it stings worse than any physical blow. I want to argue, to throw his words back in his face, but we both know he's right. Three years ago, I showed up at his gates broken and desperate. He could have turned me away. Instead, he gave me a chance to become more than my trauma.

And now he's calling in that debt.

"This isn't a request," Alaric continues, moving back to his desk. "It's an order. You leave at dawn."

"And if I refuse?"

"Then I'll make alternative arrangements to ensure your compliance." His eyes meet mine, and there's no warmth there. Just cold calculation. "You're too valuable to lose, Isla. But you're not indispensable. Remember that."

The threat hangs between us like a blade. I swallow hard, tasting defeat.

"How long?" My voice sounds hollow even to my own ears.

"As long as it takes to stabilize the Luna and ensure the treatment works." He sits again, pulling a file from his desk drawer. "Initial estimates suggest two to three weeks."

Two to three weeks. In the place I swore never to return to. With the mate who destroyed me.

"I have a son." The words escape before I can reconsider. "He needs me here."

"Delta Ashford can watch him. The boy knows him, trusts him." Alaric opens the file, scanning contents I can't see. "It's not ideal, but it's temporary."

"You don't understand—"

"Kade doesn't know about Asher, does he?"

The world stops.

My heart hammers so hard I'm surprised Alaric can't hear it. "What?"

He looks up, expression carefully neutral. "Your son. Alpha Kade Blackthorn doesn't know he exists."

"I don't know what you're talking about." The lie is automatic, desperate.

"Don't insult my intelligence, Isla." Alaric closes the file, giving me his full attention. "You arrived at my gates three years ago, two months pregnant, fleeing from a rejection ceremony at the Blackthorn Pack. Basic math tells me who the father is."

My lungs won't work properly. "You... you knew?"

"From the beginning." He says it so casually, like he's discussing weather patterns. "I had you examined by our medical team when you first arrived. Standard procedure for all refugees. The doctor noted your pregnancy and estimated conception date."

"And you never said anything." The betrayal cuts deeper than I expected. I thought I'd found safety here. Sanctuary. But it was another cage all along.

"Why would I?" Alaric tilts his head slightly. "You were useful. Motivated. A Beta-blooded female with combat instincts and something to prove. The pregnancy made you vulnerable enough to control, strong enough to mold. I saw potential."

"You saw a tool." Bitterness floods my mouth.

"I saw opportunity. There's a difference." He taps the file. "And you've exceeded every expectation. Elite Warrior status in record time. Exceptional combat scores. Unwavering loyalty. You've been an asset, Isla."

"An asset you're now sending back to my worst nightmare."

"An asset I'm deploying where she's needed most." He leans forward. "Luna Serena is pregnant. Four months along. The poison is killing both her and the child. The Blackthorn Pack's formal request emphasized that the innocent life of an unborn child hangs in the balance."

Something cold settles in my stomach. "You're using a baby to manipulate me."

"I'm presenting facts. How you interpret them is your choice." But his eyes say he knows exactly what he's doing. "You understand better than most what it means to carry a child while the world falls apart around you. To be desperate for someone, anyone, to help."

The memory surfaces unbidden: standing in the rain outside these gates, one hand pressed to my still-flat stomach, terrified and alone. Alaric's guards found me collapsed on the road. Brought me inside. Saved me.

Or so I thought.

"You kept my secret," I say slowly, pieces falling into place. "Why?"

"Because secrets are leverage. And I suspected there might come a day when I'd need you to do something difficult." He spreads his hands. "That day has arrived."

"So what, you'll tell Kade about Asher if I refuse? Use my son as blackmail?"

"I won't have to." Alaric's smile doesn't reach his eyes. "If you refuse to go willingly, I'll send you anyway. But I'll be forced to include your complete medical history in the official documentation. Protocol requires full disclosure of any factors that might affect treatment efficacy. Your pregnancy history would certainly qualify."

My nails dig into my palms hard enough to draw blood. "You bastard."

"I prefer strategic." He stands, signaling the meeting is ending. "You have until dawn to prepare. Transportation will be arranged. Pack for extended stay."

I don't move. Can't move. My mind is racing through options, searching for escape routes that don't exist.

"There's one more thing you should consider." Alaric's voice softens slightly, almost gentle. "Serena's child is innocent in all this. Just like Asher was innocent when you were carrying him, desperate for someone to care. You have the power to save a life. The question is whether your pain is more important than that child's survival."

The manipulation is so elegant I almost admire it. Almost.

"When Kade discovers he has a son—and he will discover it eventually—I need to know where your loyalty lies." Alaric moves to the door, opening it in clear dismissal. "With the mate who rejected you, or the King who gave you purpose."

I stand on shaking legs, moving toward the exit like a puppet on strings.

"Isla." His voice stops me at the threshold. "For what it's worth, I do respect you. You're stronger than you were three years ago. Strong enough to survive this."

"And if I'm not?"

"Then you were never as valuable as I believed." His expression is unreadable. "Prove me right. Be the warrior I trained you to be."

I walk out without responding, the door closing behind me with a soft click that sounds like a prison cell locking.

The hallway stretches before me, suddenly unfamiliar. Everything I thought I knew about my place here, my safety, my value—all of it built on foundations I never questioned.

Alaric knew about Asher from day one. Kept the secret not to protect me, but to control me.

The sanctuary I fought so hard to build was an illusion. I've been a pawn all along.

My feet carry me toward the residential wing on autopilot. I need to see Asher. Need to hold him and remember why I survived the rejection in the first place.

But Thorne already took him for their "adventure." My apartment will be empty.

I'm alone with the truth I can't outrun: tomorrow, I return to Blackthorn Pack. To Kade. To the life that was stolen from me.

And when Kade discovers Asher exists—because Alaric made it clear that revelation is inevitable—everything will change.

The mate who rejected me will learn he has a son he never knew about.

The question isn't if my carefully constructed world will collapse.

It's how much damage the explosion will cause.

And whether I'll survive it a second time.