I'm pretty sure i am dreaming cause I think I must be dead because my daddy is smiling at me and hugging me tightly, and it's warm. I'm not cold anymore, so I think he did it cause you can't feel in dreams or so I've been told I don't believe it, though I think ouch something bumps into my side. wtf that hurts, I feel like I'm being jostled around and
I think I hear a car rumble , maybe I'm in a car now , my eyes try to open but sting and its all blurry until my eye closed for a minute the humming of the car driving on the road puts me to sleep or maybe I'm passing out again I'm pretty sure I'm in shock ,the roaring of the tires on the road seems to be slowing down and coming to a stop I don't know how long he's been driving cause I keep passing out , I can hear him cussing so I can confirm it's my stepfather Aubrey he's always saying and doing inappropriate things to me touching me wrongly the way no Father should ever do to their child or my case stepdaughter and now he must think I'm dead because we aren't in a hospital and I'm wrapped up in a blanket in what I'm thinking is the trunk or the car which makes sense ,
I hear him open the car door and slamming it shut great the fucker is pissed I'm pretty sure he's going hurt me again great f**k I hear the click of the lock opening and the trunk pops open I quickly shut my eyes again not like I can see much anyways its swelling shut. but I froze, playing dead. I feel him getting closer he slipped his hands to feel me up. Great, now he's molesting my corpse, and I don't dare move in hopes he gets done and leaves me be , which it feels like forever him touching me all over squeezing my breast and slipping his hand in my panties fingers me , he says
still warm as he withdrew his fingers, I heard him sucking them with a hmmm. gross f*****g freak who fingers someone they think is dead ..
finally he wrapped th blanket around me as he scooped me up and walked off to somewhere I have no idea because I'm doing everything I can to keep my self quiet because I'm in so much pain I'm pretty sure I have broken bones everywhere, suddenly he stops walking and I feel him start to jostle me around and instead of putting me down he throws me down on the ground it's hard and I bite my lip to keep from making any noise I roll into a hard brick wall trying not to move he doesn't stay long he says f**k and storms off the sounds of his foot steps fading in the distance , and the start of his shity car ,getting in to gear I hear the piece of s**t drive off , thank f**k I groaned loudly and I start crying my eyes out I can feel it's cold out side thank f**k he rolled me in a blanket before he tossed me like trash I try to move around a little but f**k it hurts like hell I think I'll just lay here a minute and close my eyes at least in free now .I thought as I let the darkness take me away for a who knows how many times now.
waking up I still feel like crap wondering how the f**k am I gonna get up now , and how am I gonna see anything which I can barely do that I sniff around and gross it stinks bad like garbage and metallic that's blood that's me I smell horrible but feeling around I felt brick wall concrete ground and trash ewww gross I pulled my hand back at least it's clean ish in the blanket ,groaning I reached up to fell my swollen eyes f**k this is bad it really hurts I bet he broke something here too , sighing I decided that I needed to try and get some body to help me some how, I feel like I need to get closer to the alleys entry way I grabbed the blanket and tried to crawl little bit but damnit I can feel the sticky blood trying to dry up , but with every movement I feel fresh blood coming out from where ever I haven't looked yet I'm to scared of what I'll see which isn't much since my eyes swollen I'm pretty much doing the army man crawl trying to move along the wall at a damn snails pace well really a damn snail could pass me up but I'm half dead so meet you at the finish line snail oh God I got a f****d up sense of humor. here I am talking to my self but f**k I need to get to safety like now incase my stepfather comes back ill never go back again.
I'm determined to get out of this alley every movement I make is sending pain through my ribs my head is throbbing and I desperately need to rest a minute I'm breathing rather heavy and I'm trying not to black out again that seems to just be happening to me I lean my head down on the blanket a minute I need a rest my body as all my energy seems to be drained from me just a to minute curl my self up and rest again , I hear something maybe there's someone close to the alley who can get me help should I call out to them idont know what to do I'm so scared of who's there what if it's my stepfather Aubrey come back to finish the job he started but he's not that smart just look at what he did , he thinks he's killed me , only to just leave me for dead he didn't even get that right he was probably high .
I decided that I definitely need to try to get the hell out of here before he changes his mind and comes back.
so, hearing some walking, I know I only have one chance before they walk by too fast .
I screamed out Help please , my voice raspy and dry and cracked. Help me. I cry out again. I think they stopped whoever it is ." thankfully, I hear footsteps coming closer to me.
Hello, Is there someone here the stranger says .
Help!!! I say again and I try to wave my arm which is all bloody .
He walks over to me with his flashlight on his phone he gasped at me
Oh my God let me get help s**t the only place that's close is the Sanctuary which is an omega shelter I know they have medical staff there because my sister works there he says to me .
I just nod not really being able to see clearly .
Im gonna have to pick you up beautiful is that ok?
As he un wrapped the blanket, he gasped again and growled .
Who did this to you ?
I started to cry , so he covered me back up and placed his arms under my legs and around my back as he went to the lift, he said.
This is gonna hurt and I'm so sorry beautiful it's just gonna be a minute ok we're gonna get to my car I'm gonna call my sister and she's going to be waiting for us at the shelter ok they have great medical staff, and she's the best at what she does.
groaning, I can see that it's dark out, but it's a blurry , ugh I wish I could see where we are going. We drive a little bit. I'm not sure where we are. I couldn't even begin to know. How did I ever think I'd get away from him? There's a whine in my cry. I don't know where it came from .
Hey, don't cry, sweetheart I. right here ok I'm not going to leave you ok I'm getting you help. everything is going to be ok .he said, but oh, I don't even know his name .
I look to where I think his voice is coming from.
What's your name? I ask.
Oh sweetheart, I'm so sorry it's Zane. My name is Zane . he says
I'm Fawn, I say with my raspy voice
Thank you for helping me. I cough a little, but it hurts so bad I groan in pain , so I lean my head back and shut my eyes. Hopefully, this little trip didn't hit any bumps along the way.