Amber's POV "At first, the pain was so intense, I went for a run. I didn't stop running until the sun came up. That's when I felt like I was drowning. I used your technique, and it calmed me enough to get home." "Why did you feel you were drowning? Was it because of the pain the dream brought or something more?" She asks. "I was drowning in Alex. The memories of our short few days together. The look in his eyes when he rejected me. All of it. I was drowning in love for a man who has nothing but hate for me." "Amber, you will probably always love him. That's just the fact of the situation. However, you need to stop blaming yourself. He made the choice to hurt you. That's not your fault. Sure, you might have made some poor decisions, but who hasn't? Your choices don't render yo

