Another Day Without You

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It's been another extremely long day. I'm sitting in my bed contemplating life ,starting to overthink every little detail of this f****d up thing called life.I honestly can't stand some of the people I'm surrounded by and those i can tolerate are the ones I see less than I would like to. I'm single again because for some reason I can't keep a man to save my life, not that im doing anythjnv wrong I guess I'm just the one everyone dates before finding their soulmate. Mine probably died a long time ago because if he does exist somewhere it definitely isn't in the same universe I'm living in. I grab my phone scrolling through the apps to find something that might distract me from this shitshow i call life and sure enough I end up on tik tok watching videos that try and motivate me but end up making me feel worse about my mental health than I did before opening the damn app in the first place.

Just as I'm about to leave the app one of my favorite types of videos pop up and I know I've found home again. I watch as the creator lays out a book scene in the video adding yet another good book recommendation to my ever growing list. That is what I needed I needed to read. I used to be the girl that believed in fairytales and that the hero deserves the girl that is until i started reading this book called another day without you where the morally grey villian falls inlove and does everything in his power to get to the woman he's inlove with,knowing that will never happen in real life but somewhat relating to the main character.

Now this is how I spend my evenings escaping reality by emerging myself into a fictional one.