Chapter 9
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If I'm not mistaken Thania is this number. I texted here and then said goodbye to Bebsie who would just come out to talk to someone. I wanted to come but I said just a moment since she was taking a bath.
I hurried to the park. I was right here in the park as she got out of his car. She would have backed away when zhe saw me but I stopped her immediately.
"Thania, please."
"Let me go."
"I'll release you if you come to terms with me."
"What is it Erdem ?! That man looks stupid. She thought you were his boyfriend, she thought loved you."
"She really loves me,"
"Beloved is not loved. Beloved is different from loved. Beloved is over but the beloved until now she feels for you. Beb has amnesia and she forgot everything but I don't expect you to do that."
"I love her and another one you don't know about the whole incident is out of place for you to interfere in our problem."
"I'm sure you're right, I'm not in the place but Erdem we've loved each other for a long time ---"
"Is this how we're going to end up? You feel differently than I do, Thania. You love me but I love her."
"What does she have that I don't have? It's almost all mine, isn't it, but why is Bebsie still there? Can't I?"
"It's not easy to please someone when it comes to feelings. If you just base it on ability or state in life to choose you please don't repeat what you say. In the first place, I don't want to have a connection with you. I don't want to do that this but I'm tired of understanding you. I'm tired of understanding your efforts just to love you. Maybe it won't last you guys because you lack self -love."
I let her go and finally went back to the house after Beb took a bath when I approached the sofa. She drinks soft drinks while watching tv.
"Soft drinks are bad for the body," I said with a proper drink.
"Delicious,"
"It's bad because," I put on the table.
"It's said that when it's bad it's still delicious,"
"Don't you know that the bad things you're saying are only temporary?"
"I know,"
"You know."
"And at least I did, I tasted it."
"Misconceptions even if you have amnesia you're still stubborn."
"Am I that stubborn?"
"Yes,"
"But you persevered,"
"You're right,"
"Because you love me, don't you?"
"You're still right,"
"And you won't fool around?"
"Ta ---- you're right, I won't fool you." I avoid. Well she didn’t notice the change in my facial expression.
"You too, I won't fool you. Since I lost my memory you've been there for me so you deserve to be loved. You deserve love in return."
Brother Tolits would have answered when he called. It told me to go back to the office because we had something important to talk about. Looks like I need a long patience with his angry later.
"BE MATURED ENOUGH!" Papers were thrown at my stand, "You can't think of canceling all meetings should follow. Our company depends on it, Erdem. Be matured to think. Now that you're getting married you can't be serious in work."
See? He was furious when I came to his office.
"I just went somewhere important."
"How important are you? Is it even more important for our company to collapse ?!"
"No. I mean, I'm sorry I just did something so I'm sorry and won't do it again."
"It's only when this event happens again that I don't hesitate to fire you from your post. I need someone to help me not to sink the company itself, do you understand what I mean, Erdem?"
"I know."
"Please, do what you have to do and then think about your own problem because Mommy and daddy's company depends on us. Will you just let all their hardships disappear like a bubble?"
"Of course not, I didn't want this to happen, I hope you can forgive me and make up for it."
"This is the first and last, Erdem." He calmly said, "Go back to your work now." I nodded before exiting and entering my own office.
I have nothing to blame but myself. Fvck this. Why did I become so hasty. You don't mind, Erdem. Explore being smart. Don't show weakness to others too much.
"Erdem, What are you waiting for? Start dating with top officials. We only have five hours to finish all meetings."
"Yes, brother. I'll finish it sooner than you expect." Then after our convo I improved talking to high officials. My older brother was very happy that we could sign some well-known businessmen to our company.
"See? I told you that I'm very confident you won't ruin the company. Let's start drinking later." Pat me on the shoulder before leaving.
I called Reign to see if Bebsie could go home because my older brother and I talked about eating out and drinking as well.
"Sign tomorrow the papers on your desk. That's important." I nodded, "Right now, you need to enjoy." I sipped the wine which I immediately shared.
"Brother, I wish I could tell you something." Yes, this is the right time to admit that maybe he can help me with the problem.
"Go,"
"Calilap Brother!" Before I could speak, Thania suddenly came. He immediately hugged my brother and just smiled at me.
"Why are you here?" My brother's tender curiosity here.
"I guess you're too forgetful, Mr. Tolits." The two looked at each other before looking at me.
"I'm sorry, I forgot we had a conversation." Move a little that the two of them sit side by side in the chair. He ordered a drink and then whispered.
"Erdem," my brother said again. "What were you going to say earlier?"
How else can I speak if Thania is here. I'm sure she'll be annoyed with me again. And make sure the man is the c***k in our organization.
"I forgot."
"Tell me," Thania simply whispered to my older brother.
"Erdem, I wish I could tell you something." He suddenly grabbed Thania's hand.
"My girlfriend is Thania."
"What ??"
Immediately? What is this? Is she trying to retaliate and is Brother Tolits the one she chooses to use? This woman is really crazy ... ugh. She didn't think my brother was a few years older.
"When else is this ?!" I asked irritably again.
"It doesn't matter when the important thing starts we love each other." No way, Thania. Don't do that.
"Bro, what's the problem? Thania and you are friends, there's nothing wrong with her becoming your sister -in -law in the future, right?"
“You don’t even pick someone your age.” I said bluntly. The two looked at each other before I stood up and left.
"You allegedly ran away from Brother Tolits and Thania at the bar. Do you have a problem, Erdem?" Bebsie was kind to me when I came home.
"Because I want to see you."
"Really?"
"Yeah, does your fiancé look like he's lying?"
"Not like that but you shouldn't leave those two. My older brother called me when said he left you when they admitted their relationship. Are you jealous?"
"And why should I be jealous?"
"You walked out,"
"Is that a good example for you?"
"Yes,"
"You're wrong don't make me think of something I don't feel."
"So what does that mean?"
"I wanted to go home because Reign texted me that you were the only one in the house. She said, she went home right away because there was an emergency at home." I was right here. When I got home, Reign texted and that's what she said.
"I thought you were really jealous. I thought you loved her already."
"It's unlikely that will happen. You're the only woman I've loved all my life."
"Really?"
"Yes, have you eaten yet?"
"A while ago,"
"Sleepy?"
"I'm a little sleepy waiting for you to come."
"And why?" Fill it up.
"I can't sleep well if you're not by my side yet."
"Now that I'm here can you sleep?"
"If we're going to talk more we haven't."
"What do you want to tell?"
She immediately thought and then smiled, "I've changed my mind that we can be together." Both of us had a meaningful smile on our lips and immediately entered the room and we joked all night.
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