Chapter 2
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Even though it was freezing all around it was that we agreed to take a walk together.
"Is this my first time going to this place?" its question as we sit in the chair to rest.
"If here in Guam, yes it's just the first time but somewhere else you've been like in Jordan."
"Because I feel different in this place. I feel like I'm happy but I'm a little sad because I don't know what." I swallowed before eating ice cream.
One of the things I wonder is why the locals still eat ice cream even though the whole area is freezing.
"Maybe because you're forcing someone to remember you," she frowned at me,
"Don't worry the Philippines will help you."
"You mean this place isn't even sentimental for me?"
"That's how it is for the next time we come here. One more thing, this place is nothing special, especially to you."
"Like that? Eh, why are we here if it's not special?"
"You just forced me."
"No way?"
"Yes."
"Why do I want to come here?"
"Because ... because you just want it. It's your habit when you think about leaving, you want it right away."
"I'm very demanding. But tell me how I had an accident? Who's with me, are you?"
"Car accident."
"Car accident? Wait, that means it's been a while since that happened because it's freezing right now in guam right?"
"Yeah it's been a long time and now you just woke up."
"How did I have that car accident? Who was with me?"
"Hmmm, you were going somewhere then just because you accidentally ran into someone but you avoided and that's also why you ran into the big tree."
"Us? Who's with me?" You lie Erdem to make her believe.
"That's not a driver you hired that time."
"So how is he? Is he alive and did he survive ??"
"As far as I know that person is okay."
"Pwew, that's good. It's a pity I didn't know him."
"It's good you just don't find out and acknowledge."
"And why is that?"
"Because I don't know where he lives I think it's far from this place."
"Is that so? It's a pity just in case if I see that person I'll remember what else happened before the accident." Its view is bent around.
"Don't be sad just think you're both safe from disaster."
"I'll just include him in my prayers."
Nonsense. You will include the man who caused your infidelity to me. If I didn't love you Bebsie, I might have just left you and gone home to the Philippines alone.
"Where's your cellphone?"
"Why?" I still have you in the pocket of my thick jacket.
"I'll see if you're not really my boyfriend and you're just pretending to be good, aren't you?" I could have done nothing but hand over the cellphone.
She examined it and later looked at the gallery.
"Yeah I believe you're my boyfriend." She smiled at me before looking at the gallery again.
"Oh, where is it? It looks like school, ah?" The two of us showed a selfie in front of the University.
"That's Kingdom University."
"Did you study here?"
"Two of us."
"It looks like this school is rich, then you told me we're just poor."
"You're a scholar."
"Is that so?" Biting his lip, "I want to go to this when we get home."
"No problem."
"Maybe I'll remember you." I looked at the picture again then I looked around. I can't stand the cold anymore.
"Let's go home to warm up." it stood still focused on the cellphone. I followed her.
"Oh, I have a nice smile here, ah? When is it and where? Then who are these people next to me?" I glanced at the cellphone.
"It's just near the university. We often eat there with Reign, Shien, and Nicole."
"If I'm not mistaken it's Reign, Shien, and Nicole?" Instructed.
"No. It's Reign next to you then Nicole, and Shien."
"Ah, they're all beautiful."
"You're right."
"But this Shien she's not with the Viper Berus?"
"No."
"Who is she? Why is she with us?"
"That's Reign's best friend as well as Nicole's."
"So, I'm the only one who isn't his best friend?"
"You're wrong. Ever since you met you've always been with her especially when Nicole moved to another University."
"You told me I was with the Viper, why did I go with the gangster?"
"That time because Cedric removed the scholarship program at KU so it was Nicole who moved to someone else while you just chose to join Viper since they will help you still study even if you are no longer a scholar at KU."
"Are what you said true?"
"Why do I look like a liar?"
"It's just not too detailed."
"What do you believe in the truth and not?" My sarcastic question.
"I don't believe then that I have amnesia, do I? I don't remember even a little bit. I hope you can really help me."
"I will do everything." I close my eyes in annoyance. I will do my best not to let your memory return to the man you exchanged for me.
"Let's go back I'm getting cold. Ahh, Erdem."
"Why?"
"Can we go back to the Philippines in less than a month?"
"Why?"
"I want to remember everything. From the beginning until I had the accident."
"Why, oh, go ahead, I'll take care of it." I looked sadly at his hand.
I want to touch it but every time I remember his infidelity it seems like I want to hurt her the way she hurt my feelings. None. I really love her. I couldn’t bear to leave the woman I once loved and became her world. Why are we still together, why is she still a traitor to our marriage. Am I so helpless that I didn't even know what she had committed?
"What are you thinking?"
"Ha, ah no."
"I'm getting cold."
"Wouldn't make us cold without ice cream circulating in our stomachs." I seemed to laugh.
"I don't know about ice cream here because do we like to eat ice?" s**t, Bebsie. Why can't you feel the memories of the two of us? Why do you still know something about that man? Don't you really love me anymore so you got to go with that man!
"Let's just hurry so we can warm up."
IN THE APARTMENT.
"I'll just go out for a while to buy food."
"Same."
"Never mind that you can't handle the force of the snow."
"You're even more likely to get out."
"I can handle this. Don't worry I'll just wait a minute and then together we'll get the things ready for the next day we go home."
"Can we continue if the snow is that strong?"
"Another day." I adjusted the thick jacket, "Just be there and never come out."
"Okay." Unbeknownst to Bebsie it’s not just buying food I want to do here outside.
I plan this before we leave here on Guam. I entered a room.
"He already had consciousness." the doctor said seriously. Rust, Bebsie's new boyfriend, looked at me.
"Thanks Doc, I take care of him." He nodded until he left the room. I sat on Rust's bedside.
"Where is she? Why don't you show me Bebsie! What do you think of me prisoner ?!" I close my eyes in annoyance.
"Let us be together. We love each other."
"But not now, Rust. I'll take her home to the Philippines and I'll make sure you don't see each other again." Fold the fist.
"She'll look for me, I know she'll look for me."
"If you're looking. You didn't even know she had lost his memory. Right now, we're in the process of how I can remind her of our relationship that you once broke."
"Bastard!" His eyes glazed over, "I'm the one she loves. I'm the one she deserves because even before the accident happened she left you!"
"I don't care. Say what you want to say, Rust but Bebsie is mine again. You'll never get her from me again."
"Aaaaahhhhhh !!!! Ahhhhhhh !!!!"
Before he could throw the utensils on the table at me I dodged. The nurse and doctor entered.
"In my opinion, he needs a thorough treatment. What he says hurts his situation. I'm sorry, Doctor. I may not be able to watch over his just to care for him."
"I understand, Mr. We take care of his well-being." The Doctor looked at him.
"Erdem, I can just get out of the hospital. Bebsie and I will find you and you will pay for everything you did to us !! You will pay !!" I nodded to Doctor and left that Hospital permanently.
Even though my chest was full of fear that he might admit the threat, I remained complacent. If he could get out and go home to the Philippines, Bebsie and I would have left. I'll make sure he doesn't catch up anymore.
"Erdem, I talked to someone on your phone." Something touched my chest when I got home to the apartment. I remember leaving the phone charged.
"Who is it?"
"Peps?"
"What did you say?"
"I was looking for you but also immediately said goodbye when I said you weren't there."
"All right, I'll call him." I demanded the phone and immediately walked away from its place.
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