JAKE
I hadn’t really slept last night. How could I? I had wanted to run down to Holly’s room this morning to check on her, but couldn’t bring myself to. I was too afraid of what I’d find. I couldn’t handle the thought that I might find her in pain because of me. Yet I couldn’t ignore it either. I knocked on Ally’s door. She opened it with a big smile, but that soon disappeared as she took in the serious look on my face. “What’s the matter?” She asked, sounding concerned. I didn’t deserve her concern. I sat down on her sofa and slumped forward, my head in my hands. “I’ve f****d up.” I told her quietly. She placed a hand on my back “What did you do?” she asked. I sighed and told her everything.
The look of disappointment on my little sister’s face almost broke me. Ally stood up, assuring
