Chapter 1 i stand outside ms harper’s apartment door my backpack slung over one shoulder and my heart is already doing this stupid fast thud. the principal basically forced her to do this after school tutoring thing because i’m bombing english and she’s the only one free on thursdays. i’ve been an asshole to her all year, knocking her books out of her hands in the hall making the guys laugh when she gets all stuttery in front of the class, but nobody knows the real s**t. every night i lie in bed stroking myself raw thinking about her soft voice and those big shy eyes behind her glasses. hidden crush is killing me but i keep acting mean so she never guesses. i knock twice. the door opens slow and there she is. ms harper in her usual teacher clothes but somehow at home it hits differen

