Chapter 7
Thinking about it later, the gay vs. the gray, if you will. When we were young, we were all about the s*x, just like Savin and Devon, and now? Now that we are gray (Herb and I both, only he has more of it), yeah, the s*x is nice, but it’s loving. It’s love that I want, love that I miss, Richard. I don’t think I’m going to join you this trip, not until my time comes. And now that I’ve met Herb, and seen that there are always surprises and quite often excellent ones at that, I’m in no hurry to leave. I guess I got pretty short-sighted and sorry for myself there for a while. I’m going to try to do better, and you know what? Even if I hadn’t met Herb, and didn’t have Emmaline and my grandchild in my life, I could still put myself out there to find someone else who needs me, who coul
