Love or less?

Chapter 15

The next few days were kind of a daze to me. I was mostly roaming around the neighbourhood of my hostel in search of a job, a receptionist or assistant of some kind - just something temporary so that I do not exhaust my savings and till I sort myself out.

Most importantly, a job to numb the pain and stop myself from going over the incident a million times in my head in a day.

Why? Why? Why? was nagging me 24/7 a day. It has been a week since I moved into the women’s hostel and there wasn’t a night that I didn’t cry myself to sleep.

I was lucky that my supposed roomate was out of town. I barely spoke to the other girls in the hostel, just the casual look exchange while we pass by at the washroom or other common areas.

The warden, Mdm Puspa seemed like a matriach but she spoke kindly to me everytime. She tried talking more to me to know my story, apart from the required details for my lodgings - but I often brushed her off or just stared into space at her further subtle interrogations.

I was glad that she got the hint and went about her duties.

It was the 8th day since I left the penthouse, I got back early to the hostel after my job hunt today as it was scorching hot outside and I decided to just do the hunt online and via some newspaper clippings I found at the hostel.

I walked along the long narrow corridor towards my room, this girl I often saw by my room gave me weird look as I passed by her being on the phone at the corridor. I just shrugged. People are weird, 20 rooms, 50 girls and more than a hundred stories I thought to myself.

As I reached my door n tried the key to unlock, I realised it was unlocked. Weird! But then again my roomate was back.

I pushed the door open without looking in as I was carrying some food items bag and shut it behind me. I could feel someone else’s presence in the room, I looked up in a swift with an incomplete ‘Hi…’ that left my mouth.

My jaw dropped in horror as I dropped the shopping bags on the floor. Sitting across the room with his legs crossed on my bed was Arjun, with a bloodshoot look on his face!

I immediately turned and reached for the door.

“Try that and I won’t hesitate to f**k you in the corridor babe,” he said gritting his teeth.

I froze.

No! No! No!

How could this be happening? Is this really happening?

I felt him at my back, he wrapped his arms around my waist and whispered, “I missed you babe,”

Tears fell from my eyes. He then pinched my waist and said, “But more than miss, I’m f*****g pissed at you!” He roared.

This was it! I had to save myself I thought.

I started screaming Help and called out Mdm.Pushpa’s name.

Arjun started laughing.

I was stunned and turned around amd faced him.

“Oh Ahana.Do you have any idea who my father is and what power he has in this entire state?”

“You can scream all you want, no one would come. Trust me on that!” He said.

I fell on my knees and started crying.

“What do you want Arjun? I’ve given you all, you don’t even love me - why did you come after me?” I howled.

Arjun kneeled infront of me, held my chin and made me look at him,

“Never question my love for you! You have no idea how devastated I was when I couldn’t find you once I returned from work!”

I was flabbergasted for words.

“Yes I punished you, but you deserved it! But that’s no reason for you to leave me Ahana!” He said squeezing my chin hardly now.

“Arjun, I do not know what kind of love you are talking about. We are done, please leave me!” I said to him almost begging.

Arjun dragged me to stand up and said

No way!

“You’re coming home with me this minute,”

I tried resisting and pushing him.

“Ahana you can try all you want, even the police can’t help you. And I know you won’t go running back home too.so quit trying,” Arjun jusr said nonchalantly.

He dragged me out of the room, I was just too numb to do anything. I can’t remember anything mich that happened after that.

I only remembered being on the devil’s bed in clothes that I clearly didn’t change myself.

Panic started surging through my body. I don’t want to be r***d again.

I started crying.

A while later, a woman in her 40s came into the room.

“I’m Dr. Shreya Pandey. I’m here to check you, kindly please corporate so that I can help you,” she said.

I didn’t know what she was talking about but. Just nodded.

She then asked me to strip and checked me all over including my privates. I was honestly too embarassed.

She left after awhile and told me to dress up before leaving.

Minutes later, the devil walked into the room and sat next to the bed and stared deep into my eyes.

“I’m sorry I hurt you babygirl, the doctor has given some meds to heal you all over. So please eat them on time okay,” he said rather sadly.

I understood then.

He then got into the bed next to me and my body tensed and tightened.

He came near and tears started falling from my eyes.

He reached into my nightgown and caught my panties, I let out a howl and cried more. He pulled them down and I shuddered when his hand brushed against my p***y.

I whispered noooo..

“Shhhh..You’re hurt down there, undies would make it worse,” he said and kissed my neck.

I couldn’t breathe.

He then pushed my nightgown down revealing my big melons, I shut my eyes tightly.

“Ahana, I’m not doing anything to you. Just going to apply some meds on those bruises. Trust me baby,” he said softly.

He applied a cooling gell all over my body, what an irony?

The tiger covering its bites and scratch marks on the prey?

“Does your breasts hurt?” They look rather bigger and swollen?” He asked

I didn’t respond.

“Answer me,” he asked more persistently this time.

I just nodded my head with my eyes shut close.

Within seconds I felt his tongue on my n*****s, I tried pushing him away but he pinned my arms at my sides and continued licking and sucking my breasts.

His rugged beard were causing tiny pokes on my breast as he was working his tongue on them.

More tears fell from my eyes thinking I will never escape this devil’s lust!

His sucking was getting intense and my body betrayed me. With all the pain of the past, my body started to enjoy Arjun’s antics.

He stopped and stared into my eyes while my t**s were covered in deep moisture.

“Hope that made you feel better baby. Your melons needed some TLC,” he said.

I just turned my face away.

I do not know when sleep overtook me but I dozzed off.

Next morning..

I woke up to the scary reality ahead of me, turned towards my left and saw the devil sleeping.

What times was it I wondered. The clock on the nightstand said 8am, wasn’t he supposed to be at work.

As though he heard my mindvoice, the devil responded.

“I wanna spend time with you babygirl so I took off for few days,” he said huskily in sleep.

Great I thought. We all know he just didn’t want me running away again.

I didn’t feel like getting up or doing anything at all.

Arjun went in for a shower. And came back to bed.

“What’s wrong baby? You wanna sleep in?” he asked.

I didn’t answer and laid still.

The next few days went by like this. Arjun was home but I barely spoke n slept in most of the time.

He didn’t try to do anything to me.

There was one night when I was walking in the penthouse aimlessly, Arjun caught me and pushed me against the wall.

I opened my mouth to scream but his one stare changed my mind.

Arjun kept looking at me, I couldn’t fathom the emotion in his eyes.

I stared back at this man, his beautiful face and body and demeneour that was dripping masculinity. Any woman would throw herself at this person for some heaty moment. But that any woman wasn’t me as only I knew the rage that took over this beautiful creature.

He pinned my arms above my head, and gently grazed my neck with his lips. I took a deep breath.

His heavy beard was grazing my collarbone now and then that sent shivers down my spine.

He then put his thumb into my mouth and watched it as he moved it in and out of my mouth.

At the same time, he took my left hand and placed it on his monstrous erection over his joggers.

My eyes went wide.

“Oh Baby, you’ve been giving me the blue balls!” he complained.

With a croaky voice, I began

“Arjun..No..!”

“Sshhhhhhh,”

He turned me around and again placed my arms against the wall with my palms pressed hard against the hard wall.

He nibbled my earlobe lustfully and continued kissing my neck.

Arjun then carried up my housecoat and rubbed himself against me. He pulled up my panties, crumpling the sides into my ass crack making it look like a thong.

The tightness of the fabric against my ass line and p***y was uncomfy. I had no idea what the devil was up to.

I then felt his naked d**k against my v****a over the fabric of the panties.

“No..please don’t! I can’t take it,” I begged, with tears forming in my big brown eyes.

Arjun closed my mouth with his big palm pulling my head back towards him. He then unbuttoned the upper part of my housecoat with his free hand, and pushed it down exposing my melons (Arjun forbids me from wearing most undies at home remember?)

He then pushed me hard against the wall, the moment my n*****s hit the hard cold wall I felt a strange kind of sensation in between my legs.

Arjun then continues rubbing his length against my female valley, the panty fabric separating them.

His intensity grew over time and he was moaning like a beast. His hand moved from my mouth to my breasts to tugging at my hair from time to time.

The friction caused by the panty fabric against his d**k stroking was both painful and pleasurable. It felt like some kind of unattainable pleasure, a controlled and forbidden one.

We both orgasmed at the same time and sank onto the floor together.

The following few days, Arjun never tried anything s****l with me - much to my relief.