Carmen had me lay in a protected ritual circle where she and Layla would cast me into a deep sleep....
As I lay there Carmen and Layla kneeled either side of me raising their hands above my body chanting as their eyes turned black..........
I opened my eyes to see my mother in hospital about to give birth and my father at her side holding her hand encouraging her to push.........(such a funny feeling as I can see and hear them but they can not hear or see me, its like being a fly on the wall just watching). With one last push the baby was born but there was no sound coming from the baby, mother was crying uncontrollably and father was shouting so loud at the nurses to get his daughter breathing otherwise he would rip them apart with his bare hands.........(I must have blacked out) It then became dark..............................
When I opened my eyes again I could see, hear and feel everything my father did....It was as if I was him, I could feel all his rage towards the moon goddess along with his sorrow and also something else.........determination in what he was about to do. It wasn't even 3 hours after the moon goddess took his baby girl and he was crossing into another pack territory (I think he must have a death wish or something).
He carried on making his way through the territory avoiding suspicion from the pack members, which I didn't understand as we have a high sense of smell and can tell our own pack from rogues or other packs. My father headed towards the hospital and made his way to the baby unit where new born where looked after and cleaned up before being taken back to their parents.
There was one baby girl separated form the other new born babies, she was only a few hours old and sleeping blissfully... this baby girl belonged to the Alpha and Luna, I saw the name of the baby BELLA (huh??? same as me) her mother and father was Alpha King Reagan and Luna Queen Violet. My father took a quick photo and and hid the baby girl away while making a run for the boarder........then I backed out again.
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I woke with a startle to see both Carmen and Layla at my sides
"WHAT THE f**k" was all I could utter seconds later I started to shake and sob uncontrollably.
I tried to calm myself but I couldn't.....
I turned to Carmen "I-It c-can't b-be tr-true" she just held me.
I came to realise my whole life as I had known it had been a lie A BIG FAT f*****g LIE!!!! and the worst part is, my mother and father are to blame for this.
After an hour of being consoled by Carmen I decided that I had to confront my mother and father and left the coven.
I needed to shift I didn't bother undressing I just ripped the dress apart.
ANYA'S P.O.V
I could feel Bella's distress and confusion of what we had just seen in this vision, she blocked me before I had chance to even speak to her this made me angry as we are one and this has been done to me too.
Bella walked back into the pack lands and FINALLY she brought me forward not worrying about her clothes she just needed to let out some anger and to open up to me too.
I was able to speak to her again " Bella......Bella.......GRRR Bella do not ignore more I can feel everything you do"
"Anya I'm sorry I just need to be alone with my thoughts right now......"
"Bella I understand what you are feeling, I've been with you 12 years now. Do you remember the day I first came to you?"
"Yes of course I do, I was having a hard time in school and at home with all the work and warrior training"
"Only Alpha's get their wolf so young and I told you this on that day, something didn't seem right back then and I tried to tell you but you blocked me out and no matter how hard I tried to bring it back up you would just block me again. So I gave up trying....This is what I've been trying to tell you, this is why I don't feel like we truly belong in this pack and this is why we never really had a proper bond with mother and father no matter how much they tried."
I stopped the chat there as I caught the faint scent of something.......Amazing, it smelt like hot cocoa next to a burning fire on a winters morning. It was mesmerising I felt like I was in a trance following it but then it was so faint that it disappeared.
I shook my head to clear it and carried on home to mother and father.