ELYSE
I don’t like the idea of cheating on my husband. I mean I’m happily married and my husband provides me with all I need but at times I can’t help but feel there’s more out there.
He married me as a virgin when I was just eighteen so most times I feel like there’s so much more out of life that I’m not getting. The new outlet which is porn that I just found has also confirmed that I still have a lot to explore.
My husband is a pastor and thus we are expected to be really holy in all our dealings. The role models people are meant to look up to but we are married and married couples are supposed to explore right? Please don’t judge me, I don’t need anyone doing that right now. I just want to be f****d right, is that even too much to ask?
At thirty eight, I’ve lived a boring life. Sp
