CELESTE I shouldn’t be scared or nervous at all. It’s just a damn massage but sitting with these ladies in the waiting room to have my whole body on full display before a man is scary as f**k. The place smelled of lavender and peace but deep down I knew that right behind these walls things were happening. Violetta said I could tell them I didn’t want more than a massage but what if, just what if I can’t control myself. I stare at the large diamond on my finger and I feel a tiny pang on my chest but it’s quickly forgotten because my husband has been nothing more than just a husband on paper. Enrique is barely ever home and ever since Violetta discovered I’ve not had s*x in over a year she’d been so livid she booked this place without my knowledge. This is the fourth time she would be b

