Diana You know, when I lashed out, I half expected to be dead before I even got to my room. Claws on my back…then through my back, with probably something gory sticking out with his hands. This should have been the end for me, disrespecting him like that. Oddly enough, I made it to my room. I was still shaking. My breath was shaky and my head was spinning. And yet, I still wanted a mother. I didn’t know what to think. As soon as the door to my room shut, I pressed my weight against it, knowing that one of them would come and try to pacify me…likely Muzan. I didn’t need to be pacified right now. I needed to open my nose…maybe even my mouth and…breathe! I was short of breath, and yet, I still held what little air I had inside me, not wanting to let go. It seemed like that was the on

