Sweet Revenge

Making Him Regret

Another day is here and is almost over. I'm done with my classes and ninety five percent of my home work. Even though most of my classes are virtual, it still drains me of daily physical exercises.

Spotting my list laid out unattended on my dresser, I pick it, looking through it. “I guess it is time to cross out number two.” I spoke softly as I get off my bed determined to cross another item off the list.

Parking my car, I walked up to the shop. It was not on my radar or a place I know too well. Standing outside, I look at the signage on the building of the store. I had googled out a s*x shop closest to me and it had led me here.

“Have fun,” I whispered under my breath as I recalled Mariah’s words. Taking in a breath, I pushed the door open and walked in. I picked a shopping trolley with a basket in it and begin to look around.

I am amazed by the setting of this store. I move over from section to section. Stepping to the lingerie section, I see them arranged in different designs, colours and textures.

Trailing my hand over the red leather lingerie, I debated on which to pick. Pink has always been my favourite colour for as long as I can remember but red seems to represent daring for what I’m embarking on.

Picking up a set, I place it in the basket as I continue to look through the sets of lingerie and make my way towards the next section. Already in the middle of the section, I stop when I realize what it was: s*x toys.

I have never even tried one not to bother with buying one but here I was in a shop filled with s*x instruments. I wanted to back out but my feet was not moving. Now what?

I closed my eyes a little as I picked four different toys from different corners. I have no idea what they are, but reading the boxes in the shop would prove that I’m an amateur in this game and I’m not about to get mocked.

Walking towards the counter to pay for my purchase, I stop as I see myself in a large mirror. My eyes look a bit brighter from the last time I looked in the mirror. Moving forward, I spot a cute set of pink fluffy pair of handcuffs, I grabbed it together with a pack of condom and continue to the front.

On getting there, I joined a small queue of five people. The man in front of me had a flogger, a n****e plug, ropes, a strap on and a box that said ‘for her pain pleasure’. The man looked my way as he stepped out of the line to collect his items but I looked away, slightly shy that I was caught.

I wondered if I would see anyone I knew before I left. If I did, I would have not a clue what to tell them but I waved that thought out as I placed the items down on the counter. I watch as she picks each item up and scans them all before I pay, and she hands me the bag.

Getting into the car, I smiled to myself. I did it. Another box ticked but what the hell did I buy? I laugh, knowing that maybe I should have done research before.

When I get home, I tick the number 2 box and place the items in the drawer next to my bed. I fall on the bed. Wait, why did I place them in the drawer? These are items I have to use. I mean, why visit any shop to get an item if you don't need it or going to use it?

Sitting up, I stretched my hands and opened the drawer. Picking up the first box, I start looking for the instructions.

"Rainbow, where’s your *ss. We're going out!" Mariah and Tianah burst into my room. "Oh my Christ!"

Mariah runs over and pulls all the items out.

"You made a list!" She squeals as she spots my notebook with the headline boldly written as Rainbow’s S*x list and hugs me.

"Okay, calm your horses Mari. Yeah I took your advice. But, I'm not going out." He will be there with her.

"Yes, you f*ck*ng are! Come on Bow, Don't let him push you into hiding. That confirms his words. It's been a month. Dress up and look like a seductress you are right now. Plus you need a girls’ night.” I snorted as she finished her sentence. I don't look anything like a seductress but I don't say anything about it.

Tianah walks over and drags me up from the bed.

"Fine! If anything goes wrong, you guys are to be blamed.” Walking over, I look through the rummage of little clothing I had. I need to go shopping but I know I would have something here.

"No! You're wearing this." Tianah said as Mariah holds out a dress, and my eyes widen. “I picked it out for you.”

"Where did you – nevermind, is that even appropriate?" I stare at it; it's red, short, and has a V cut at the back and front. It looks almost like a hookers dress but really pretty.

"Very, get it on. Bow, you said it yourself, you don't want him back. He could go die in hell, not exactly, but you're a pretty girl and you deserve to have fun not wallow in pain. And while you’re having fun, show him what he missed by f*ck*ng with your heart. Trust me girl, you dodged a bullet when that sh*t went down. Imagine not being able to enjoy s*x because your man doesn't know how to pleasure your correctly." Mariah says as she shoves it to my hands.

I am shocked as to how she knows but I dont show it because her speech got me really laughing.

"What? You don't need to ask how we know. I've heard you two on some occasions. He doesn't hit the spot. Come on, I’d know if he did." Tianah bounces around me.

"Okay, let me go change." I grab the dress and go to the bathroom to get ready. Walking out, they are waiting.

"Yes. Gosh, I love how your body looks in this dress. Its a perfect fit.” I blush at Mariah’s words. She has always been the outgoing type unlike me.

“Alright girls, let's get ready.”

We take turns in doing each other's hair and makeup while having a conversation of where to spend the night. In less than an hour, we are done but Mariah decides to add a bit of bronzer to my cheek bones.

“All done. Girl, you look like a meal. I bet Isaac never saw you in anything like this. Even if you don't speak to him, he would be attracted to you in this dress. Knowing he can't get you would make him would teach him a lesson. He’ll never know what hit him." Even though those words are what I needed to hear, I laugh as Mariah finishes.

"That's if he's there, we're going to Classic Dreams, remember." That's one of our regular bars. Jonathan does go there, not often, but still, there's a chance he is there, which makes me want to second guess my going. But before I could change my mind, Tianah hauls my bottom to the uber waiting for us outside our apartment