Anna "I'll be free in the evening after work" I said curtly and hung up without waiting for him to respond as I started to prepare for work while I tried to think less about what I had decided with Lucas. However at work, my head throbbed at the decision I had made. I stared at my phone, exhaling out and wondered if it was appropriate for me to call Lucas again and let him know that I should have my decision changed. But this was the only way I could get him closer to me since it seemed like he was not ready to date me. I couldn't even be with a man like him. Wouldn't it seem improper if my brother finds out that I had been f*****g his best friend without any iota of shame? I thought again. "Anna, you're not doing it right!" My coworker said while I sighed again and con

