He left yet I feel so strange when he's so near and close I just want him gone but it hurts seeing him leave. This is the first time that I felt pain leaving me alone, I used to see all my dates walkout and leave, I never feel any lost, pain but I feel relief that I don't have to deal with them but with him... Is this love? No, you knew, it's impossible. Maybe you just find him breathtaking, later on you'll forget about him. Those states are just normal, you don't have to put meaning on it, don't put words to his stares, maybe that's how he stares. While I'm trying to console my self, I heard the door open. Maybe it's Rhain, what took her so long? My supposed rant turns into great silence when it was the man who slowly walked with his loving stares and his uneven breathing maybe he run

