I turned and left him standing in the alley, I did pick my phone as I walked away. Tears threatened to fall out of my eyes. I felt all the feelings i thought that I had forgotten show up. They rushed back to me, my heart beat for him, it went at war with my brain. I knew it was wrong for me to think about my ex while I am still married to my husband. Yet how exactly does someone move on from his or her ex, mostly their first love, the person who taught them love, I was confused. I caught a cab home with a lump on my throat. My mind lingered to the moments that we’d spend together. Soon, we’d arrived at my home, Mateo and Anaya were already home considering the lights that were on in the house. I walked to the door way as thousands of questions raced on my mind. I opened the d

