When we arrived at the hospital, I went in to see an obs gynecologist, after running a few tests, he broke the sad news to us, I’d been pregnant, I was shocked about it. I knew we were trying but It had been quite a long time since we’d started trying.
I sighed after I learned that I’d miscarried, because I didn’t want to have another baby, not his. I know I was being selfish, I just didn’t understand the depth of everything.
I’d tried family planning methods, temporary ones, I’d not realized that my hormones had long been finished, that’s why I’d got pregnant.
He saddened at the news, I do not know why I was sad, because i should have been, yet I was glad.
Once we went back home, he did not touch me, and honestly I’d become tired of making love with him, it always feels distant, l
