Chapter 5: Where's there's life, there's hope

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“Have you slept yet? Just now, Irene told me to call you tomorrow. It’s late now. Let me rest. But in my heart, I suddenly had a bad premonition, I wasn’t sure, so I just felt uneasy to call me now. What’s the matter, Pandora, can you tell me?” Pandora was silent and did not answer. She lowered her head, tears streaming down her face. His tenderness made her even more painful. Pandora seemed to go crazy. Her heart was broken. She was very, very painful. “Pandora, are you crying?” Lay’s voice suddenly became hurried and worried, he continued: “Is there anything you can tell me?” But then, thinking for a moment, Lay softened his voice. “It’s okay if you don’t want to tell, it’s okay. But right now, I’m not with you. Don’t cry. Think of you as saving tears. Wait until I come back. I want to cry. You can cry. Now... no one comforts you. I’m so hurt.” Lay’s words became more and more like knives piercing her heart, causing her to choke, as if she wanted to pass out. Pandora was so desperate that she collapsed, if there was really a god in the world, she would beg that person, whoever calls her stupid is okay, but she volunteered to trade her health for the health of her father, then gave It’s okay if she has a malignant disease, even if Pandora’s fate is only a few days, she will accept it when she is with Lay. Why is she already hurt? God wants to hurt Lay too? He is an innocent person. The love of two people has made no sense. But there are no gods in the world, no wishes. The metaphysical realm has brought her a fate like this. They probably won’t appear to grant her a wish. The god of life considers herself to be her, she doesn’t want Lay to suffer, she should say a quick end to him, right? Pandora wiped her tears, trying to hold back her choking and bury it in the bottom of her heart. Pandora holds on, at this time, Lay spoke again: “Are you okay? Speak up so I know. Let me sing for you?” Maybe the two of them will stay like this forever. If only she could be greedy to tell Lay everything, then sneak back and forth with him. But she couldn’t. Pandora couldn’t be that heartless. In the end, for a moment, she tried to be resilient, trying to be decisive to say the most painful words: “Lay, let’s break up.” The other side suddenly fell silent, and Pandora was like someone just had her heart gouged out. She lowered her head, trying to bite her lip to keep from crying. At this time, Lay spoke up, his voice changed, his voice seemed to lower a few parts: “What’s the reason?” Pandora knew that Lay understood her. He believed that she wouldn’t blurt goodbye like that, and she wasn’t the type of girl who liked to play with other people’s feelings. Pandora knows how to respond now, what should she say, what’s the reason, Lay is so smart, understands her so well, Pandora probably can’t deceive him so easily. She tried to hold back the sobs inside, then said, “I’ve stopped loving you. I don’t want to be with you anymore.” The thoughts in Pandora’s head, that after hearing that sentence, she would hang up, and then cut off all contact with Lay. She was so harsh, then he quickly cooled down. But Pandora’s fingers froze in midair, the red hanging up icon making her eyes ache even more. Pandora couldn’t do what her thoughts told her. She was nostalgic; she was greedy; she wanted to hear the Lay’s voice one more time. There was a crash from the other side that made Pandora jump, then suddenly fell silent. Lay didn’t say another word. Pandora stared at the screen of her phone, worried, insecure, nervous, will something happen to Lay? Pandora tried to wait patiently for a while longer, but there was still no response, she was impatient, and finally couldn’t help but call out: “Lay, Lay, are you okay?” “Lay!” Pandora picked up the phone, turned on the speakerphone, and put her ear to the speaker again to see if she could hear anything there. But no, her response was an eerie silence. Pandora stood up in panic, sobbing. “Lay, don’t scare me. Answer me.” Pandora doesn’t know what to do. If Lay happens to be real, she knows what to do. She hurriedly wanted to go through the contact list, find the numbers of the people who went to the internship with Lay, or the teacher, she searched while crying. If something really happened to him, how could she live anymore? Now, the motivation for Pandora to leave is that Lay can live a good life, but if something happens to her because of her, in fact, this life for her is just an empty corpse and she lives like a mission. . While Pandora was panicking like that, suddenly, Lay’s voice sounded: “If you hadn’t been so worried about me earlier and you burst into tears, I would have believed you.” Pandora froze. She stared at the phone screen, Lay’s voice ringing in her ears. He doesn’t happen to something. Pandora breathed a sigh of relief, but then angered. He tricked her; he was trying to test her. What Pandora said now became a very obvious lie, that she deceived him. She told herself she couldn’t let things go like this; she chose not to tell him the truth. Pandora was afraid that if Lay knew those truths, he wouldn’t be able to let her go, and she also will cherish. Because the breakup of two people’s feelings is not caused by the breakup of the two parties, but by the impact of the external environment. This will make the two of them unwilling. Pandora has had a miserable life. She can’t drag him along. She would rather be in love, say sharp words like a knife in the heart, let him cool down. Pandora thought for a moment. She asked herself what she wanted; she wanted Lay to be happy, so now she had to toughen up, even if it was just pretend, just temporary. “Lay, you need to COME BACK DOWN TO EARTH. It’s because I’m afraid something will happen to you. I’ll be the one to torment you for the rest of my life, so that’s all. From now on, don’t contact me anymore, troublesome!” Lay assertive, mixed with a bit of stubbornness, “I don’t believe, I don’t believe you are such a heartless person, and I don’t believe our love is over. I understand you better than you think, so don’t try to deceive me. Stop crying, now I will come back to find you. If you let me see your swollen eyes crying, don’t blame me!” Pandora heard about Lay’s return and panicked. His internship is not over, what to return. Pandora was about to say no, but Lay hung up. Unexpectedly, he was the first to hang up. Pandora, bewilderedly holding the phone, wanted to call back. At this moment, there was a knock on the door outside. Pandora was startled for a moment, and heard Irene’s voice outside. “You haven’t slept right. We’re here. Open the door.” She went outside, opened the door to the room, and saw Irene and Yerin standing in front of the door, Yerin still holding a tray of food, on which there were a few bottles of beer. Yerin glanced at Pandora. “You look so pathetic. Go take off your makeup and change. You’re not letting your body breathe, you’re wearing that tight dress.” Only now did Pandora find out that she was still wearing that blue dress, but she didn’t have the heart to care. Pandora fervently says: “Lay said he’d come back here, but he hasn’t finished his internship yet. I’m worried...” Pandora didn’t finish her sentence when Irene interrupted her. She circled around her and entered the room. “What are you worried about? If you have the courage to break up, you have to have the courage to face it. Are you going to hide from him for the rest of your life? The more you do that, the more tormented Lay. If he chooses to break up with him, he must face it decisively, show his love, then he will cool down.” Pandora’s hand holding the phone fell to the ground. She understood Irene’s words, but she was still worried. This worry was like a ignited fire in Pandora’s heart. She could not rest assured. At this moment, Yerin suddenly said, “During the internship period, Lay probably won’t give up and come back like that. Don’t worry, don’t worry too much.” Pandora reluctantly nodded. At this time, Yerin also entered the room. She laid out the food, said: “Today is a sleepless night. Pandora, you go change first. It’s late. Don’t take a bath.” Pandora saw that she was so sorry and moved to the point of tears; she choked and said, “Thank you guys.” Seeing that, Irene glared at Pandora. “Nonsense. Tell you, we’ll deal with you in the future if anything happens. There’s nothing to be afraid of.” Pandora nodded, hearing Yerin sigh again. “Is there really no other way? If you need money, we can give it to you?” Yerin just finished speaking. Irene glared at her. She knew she was wrong, so she kept quiet.
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