25 Elevators are terrifying places. Not because I have little faith in the mechanics who maintain them, but because when you step into an elevator, you are voluntarily locking yourself in a moving cage. Which, for someone who had spent the last five months knowing various people wanted him dead, is a real problem. As the elevator started to go down, I took a shuddering breath and made a mental note to talk to Dr. Spinnek about how to deal with my elevator fear. Then I realized I should probably talk to her about my tendency to vomit when under pressure or stressed. But then I should also talk to her about my newfound determination to be an active participant in the world. Then I realized I really did need massive amounts of therapy right before the doors slid open, letting us out int

