Sean stalked over her as Lucia was trying to not smirking at him right now. He was devilishly handsome with that tan skin and smirk on his lips. His eyes were clear as the moonlight as she can see it was taking in her body.
I don’t know if I was ever proud of my body before. When I was with Oronzo, Lucca, and Marco, I never have that thought. I don’t care what they think of me, Lucia mused as Sean was stalking over her on the mattress. Then, the truth hit her like a storm.
Lucia was used to be called names when she was in Europe and the States. She knew that not everyone can be happy for her. They told her that they were her friends but she knows what they said behind her backs.
Those people who considered themselves saints, labeling her as such.
A w***e.
A slut.
Lucia was more conscious now that she was in front of the man that took her heart away when Lucia was only doing her Ph.D. at the university in Italy. He was one of the recruits that her professor was fortunate to have. Sean came to Italy and they clicked instantly as he was asking her some questions regarding the research.
The next conversation turned into a date as Sean asked Lucia out and she agreed. After the third date, she has given her virginity to him and from there, they have become lovers.
Until that drug.
Until that experiment.
Until her ultimate failure as Lucia was being consumed by it and Sean did nothing at all.
He looked at her and all Lucia saw was a pity. She doesn't want pity, Lucia wanted Sean to take care of her and maybe defended her before she was being sent away by her advisor that Lucia was released and her Ph.D. was on hold.
Lucia remembered it all too well. She screamed and screamed before Lucia felt her heart has darkened by something else. Power and only then she will be in control, forever.
“Lucy,” Sean called her after Lucia was out of her mind, remembering the present that he was looking at her. Maybe Lucia has that longing in her face or the fact that he was drawing his eyebrows together.
“Look at me,” Sean said as he was caressing Lucia's cheeks. She was leaning into his touch as if she would be burned if she did not feel it.
“I…I…” Sean stammered as the emotions that were burning inside him was too much. She can hardly control herself lately, let alone the doctor that she used to have a history together.
Physically and intimately involved once upon a time.
“Shh, don’t talk. We can do that in the morning but right now, I wanted to see you promise me pleasure,” Lucia said as she was caressing Sean's cheeks as well.
“It would be my honor to give you that,” that frown on his face was being replaced by his smirk. God, I would do anything for that smirk, Lucia mused before Sean was smirking like a devil in disguise. Lucia took a deep breath before Sean leaned forward, making his way to ravish Lucia tonight.
“Now, where was I?” He asked her before he pushed Lucia's knees even wider and she was being on display for him.
“I believe that you were just getting started,” Lucia said as she was gripping his hair. Sean smirked before his grey eyes were twinkling under the dim light of the room. Only the bathroom was lit and they were most definitely wanted the room to be dark on purpose.
It seems more...intimate.
“How can I forget such a beautiful thing in front of me right now,” Sean said as he went to dive between her thighs. Lucia gasped before she moaned as his tongue was on her slit. Her numbing c**t was being sucked before Lucia threw her head as she was moaning at his attention.
His mouth was on her c**t.
Her hands gripped the silken hair.
Sean's hot breaths as well as his mouth on her intimate parts.
“Do you like that, Lucy?” His hot breath was getting to her core as Lucia can sense it was vibrating. She never knew that lovemaking can be so much more. That s*x can be more than just pleasuring oneself.
It was about the emotions and feelings that cannot be portrayed or spoken by their mouths or actions. This act was about surrender and how one submit to the desire was willing to sacrifice.
Lucia with her mental illness.
Sean with his reputation.
“Yes, yes. Please, let me out of my misery,” Lucia said as Sean was looking at her before he went to suck and lick her c**t. Lucia was grasping his hair as Sean was sucking on her needy c**t. She gasped when Sean was fingering her as well.
One finger into her tight hole.
Then two fingers.
“Yes, oh God!” Lucia shouted as she was being on the edge of pleasure when Sean was sucking and fingering her at the same time. And when he bit on her c**t, orgasm hit Lucia like a bull.
“Sean!”
She cried out his name as Sean was coming onto her face as her juice was visible on his face. Lucia was happy beyond her dreams as she wetted her lips before Sean smashed her lips with his. Lucia was happy as she went to wrap her legs around his torso and they were kissing heavily that her juice and his pre-c*m was in the air.
Lucia has always loved the smell of s*x and sweat. She loved it more when it was hers and Sean's combined in her room tonight.
Tonight will be the memory that Lucia will hold forever as she knew tomorrow, this dream will vanish and Sean will never be in her arms again. Tears were threatening to slide down her face before Sean was breathing hard as he was nuzzling her neck.
“Now, lay back,” he commanded before Lucia went to hit her back on the bed as Sean was on top of her. Lucia was spreading like an eagle in front of him before Sean was positioning himself in front of her core.
Sean looked at her as his grey orbs were shining in the dim light. Lucia was breathing hard before she was biting her lower lips.
“Are you ready for this?” Sean asked as he was smirking at her. Lucia cannot hold it anymore. She wanted Sean and she wanted him now.
“For f**k sake! Just do it already!” Lucia snapped and with that, she gasped because Sean had thrust into her with all force as they both groaned at the contact.
“God, I forget how tight you are. I missed this p***y so much,” Sean said as he was buried himself in the crook of Lucia's neck. She was breathing heavily as Sean just stays there. She needs him to move. The night was not getting younger.
“f*****g move already!” Lucia shouted at Sean before he kissed her.
“Never shout at me, love,” he said as he moved to kiss her earlobe before her eyes were rolling back into her head. This was torture. I know it was, Lucia thought before Sean was grunting as he was pulling out before he was thrusting in and out of her core again.
They were breathing hard as the sensation of the wave of pleasure was building inside her. Lucia refused to tell Sean anything and he will punish her here, in her territory as Lucia was craving s*x so much but Sean doesn't trust anyone to give it to her except himself.
I need to make sure that I will be the one in control after this, Lucia mused before she was gripping the nape of her lover.
“Faster,” Lucia hissed at Sean before he was pumping in and out of her. He was driving her insane with need as Lucia was gripping his shoulder. She gasped and moaned before Sean was plunging into her again.
Thud!
Thud!
Thud!
The slapping of their flash was getting the best of Lucia. Her head was hitting the headboard as she was gripping Sean's neck to cling her body to his. It did f*****g hurt her head as Lucia was moaning and panting with his breaths and heavy panting, matching his every rhythm.
“God, I will do anything to keep you like this,” Sean said as Lucia was numbing herself at the moment. I need to get away. I need a plan to escape but I wanted something more, she mused before a dream was behind her retina.
A dream that she did not dare to have.
No more running.
No more hiding.
No more lying.
“I love you,” Lucia whispered before she bit Sean's neck and they were spasm into the greatest orgasms that they both never had. Lucia screamed as she was clawing Sean's back before he spilled his load into her. Lucia was panting and they were breathing so heavily that she can see precipitation on their bodies.
“Now, that’s what I call f*****g. Raw f*****g,” Sean said as he slid off her and Lucia immediately felt at the loss of his warmth.
“Now, get some sleep, we will need all the energy that we can muster to make sure that no one knows about this,” Sean said before he threw his shirt back on as well as his pants. He raked his fingers through his hair as Lucia clung the duvet to her naked body.
“Well, it was not that great,” Lucia lied as she was trying to conceal her own heart from being in the open as she hardened her emotions and Sean nodded at her. He never loved me, he just thinks that I wanted s*x and nothing more, Lucia mused before her heart was aching at that notion.
This is what you get for being a villainess, Lucia. You deserved this, her dark mind said as she was looking at her doctor who just f****d her on her bed, in her prison cell.
Lucia never felt cheap in her life than this moment right here
“Do your usual thing. Never give them something to be suspicious about,” Sean said as he went to the door and opened it before he slammed it closed. Lucia jumped before she exhaled the breath that she was holding.
“Hope you dream of me,” Lucia said but she knew better. Because the reality was much harsher than the world that she dreamed of. Of him. Of them together.
She went to clean herself as Lucia was looking at her disentangled hair and her swollen lips. Lucia stared at herself for the longest minute that she knows before she threw everything from the counter and Lucia hit the mirror. Her hands were bloody but she doesn’t care. Lucia felt herself getting numb and she would prefer it than her heart being ripped out.