Love me or Hate me

Chapter 17 I hate you Austin Kendrick!

Chapter 17

Cassidy felt so weak pagkatapos nang araw na iyon, ngunit isang bagay lang ang nasa isip niya ngayon her brother.

Phoenix safety.

Sumasakit ang ulo niya, she needs to move fast now habang hindi pa naiisip ni Austin na i-raid ang kuta ni Juanito.

She was afraid na baka madamay pa pati ang kapatid niya she needs to find more evidence.

Napahilamos siya nang mukha.

"God.. please help me, hindi ko na alam ang gagawin ko.."

She felt so hopeless now sa mga nangyayari and she needs some sign from God.

"God, please send me someone who can help me..the one who I can lean on.. I'm already losing my hope God.. "

She whispered at hindi niya maiwasang mapaluha hindi na niya alam ang gagawin.

But she heard voices, mula sa labas nang kwarto niya she tiptoe papalapit sa pinto at dinikit ang tenga.

"Aalis ba ngayon?"

"Oo mukhang may lakad si Señorito, baka bukas pa balik nun narinig ko kausap niya si Nay Rosa at binilin ang mga trainee."

"Ah.. busy na tao talaga si Señorito"

"Oo nga, tara tulog na nga tayo"

Nabuhayan siya nang loob maybe it's a sign.

She needs to continue to dig up and that's right sasamantalahin niya habang wala si Austin.

She starts to dig from 12 midnight hanggang alas dos at sa wakas ay konti nalang ay matatawid na niya ang kabilang bakod.

..

At kahit puyat na puyat siya kinaumagahan ay masigla parin siyang bumangon.

"P-Pwede ko bang mahingi ang number mo..?",

Nangunot ang noo niya sa tanong ni Felix this is the last day of their training at aalis na ang mga ito sa manor ni Austin.

While the others are busy preparing their things Austin was sitting at his chair sa ilalim nang cottage sa swimming pool while busy cleaning something.

Kahit papano ay naging masaya naman ang lahat dahil sa mga bisita ni Austin and Felix was so nice to her kahit pa pangit ang tingin nang mga tao sakanya ay tila hindi doon ang basehan ni Felix.

She smiled and nodded at nagka bully-han ang mga kasama nito nang iabot na sakanya ang cellphone nito and she typed her another number on his phone.

Siguro magpapakilala nalang siya dito kung sakaling may pagkakataon pa ulit na magkita sila.

"Text, text tayo huh?"

Namula pa ito at napatitig siya kay Felix he looks adorable kung tutuosin ay mas gwapo ito sa tatlong kasama nitong lalaki he was more attractive and nice.

Felix offered his hands on her.

"Can.. Can I hold your hands .?"

Nahihiyang sabi nito.

Akma niyang aabutin ang kamay ni Felix nang may biglang umagaw sa kamay nito.

"Bro.. baka mabaril ka.."

Ngiting aso na saway ni Reynoso kay Felix at pareho sila napabaling sa tinutukoy nito,it was Austin who was staring at them blankly at nanlalaki ang mata niya when she realized kung anong pinupinasan nito.

It was his pistol na hinipan pa nito pagkatapos mapunasan and he smiled.

like.. ngiting aso..

Hindi naman na siya kumibo ngunit ngumiti lang siya kay Felix.

Austin offered a car for those trainees dahil na late ang sakayan nang mga ito and she was relieved sa wakas tapos na ang punishment niya.

She proceeded in her room para makapagpahinga at naisipan niyang padalhan nang mensahe si Juanito she needs to know it.

Patito:

(Boss, who is Red Psycho?)

Juanito

(Why? Did you already meet him personally?)

Doon niya naisip na mukhang wala ding idea si Juanito sa tunay na katauhan ni Red psycho.

Patito

(Narinig ko lang hot topic siya boss, he was a skilled policeman)

Juanito

(Yes, he is kaya kailangan mo siyang iwasan, bcuz he will be the loss of our group and remember your brothers life depends on how long you will bring the crest for me)

Nakuyom niya ang kamao,.

Patito

(I'm trying my best boss)

But she was slowly breaking inside her, habang naiisip niya ang kapatid.

She continues to dig and after a few days nang pagti- tiyaga.

She finally finished at nakagawa na nang daan hanggang kabila.

Kampante na siya she was happy at hindi niya maitago ang kasiyahan niya she was smiling at them widely her day went so well at isa nalang ang kulang ang crest.

Bigla siyang napahinto sa akmang pagpasok sa opisina ni Austin nang marinig itong may kausap sa cellphone.

"Yeah, congratulations bro., of course I will be there.. bakit kailan ba ang kasal mo..?.. oh.. what?! D*mn Sebas! Hindi kanaman talaga nag mamadali--yeah you as*hole porket maganda at sexy now you're crazy over her.. --yeah dude I will be there --no--no not a bestman no, choose Max--ok I will be there at Friday right?..,"

Napa atras siya,.now that Austin was finally leaving in just three days ay magagawa na niya ang lahat nang plano.

She was singing and dancing sa tuwa habang naglilinis nang opisina nito.

"Looks like someone is happy.."

Bigla siyang napahawak sa dibdib at napa lingon it was Austin who was leaning on the door at naka masid pala sakanya.

"Sir..ginulat niyo naman ako.."

And she smiles at him hindi kasi niya maiwasang ngumiti nang ngumiti ngayon.

"Why..?"

Tila curious itong malaman ang dahilan niya she can't just say na dahil sa aalis ito kaya siya nagsasaya.

"Ahm.."

Alanganing nag iwas siya nang tingin at tumalikod.

"Did , you and Felix are already in relationships?"

Nag angat siya nang paningin dito at prenteng sumandal si Austin sa table nito sa likod niya.

"Hindi po sir ."

"If you like him you can just tell me.. he was applying for a guard, I think he really likes you and I'm not getting in your ways". He said flatly at hindi niya maiwasang matawa.

Kahit pa dito mag apply si Felix ay aalis din siya it'll be more complicated para sa lahat lalo na sa kanya.

"Wala papo sa isip ko yun sir .."

And she just continued what she was doing.

'.. by the way ano bang ginagawa mo dito? Hindi porket naka leave ka ngayon ay puro gala ang gagawin mo.. '

Lihim niyang sermon dito it's so awkward being with him alone again.

Ramdam niya ang titig nito mula sa likod niya at lalo siyang kinakabahan.

"How old are you Verna by the way?"..

"Ahm, twenty five sir.."

At huli na nang marealize niya na yun ang tunay na edad niya.!

Verna must be 27 si Cassidy ang 25 at hindi si Verna.

"I-I'm sorry sir 27 po pala.. 25 po nang una akong magka boyfriend hehe" Biglang pagbabago niya at bahagyang sinulyapan ito but Austin stared at her blankly at nakaka kaba.

"Oh, so you already have a boyfriend?"

She shook her head at binalik ang tingin sa ginagawa.

"Break napo kami sir "

"Really.. why?"

"Ahm, sobrang gwapo niya po para sakin" pabiro niyang sabi at humagikgik pa.

"So gwapo ang ex boyfriend mo.."

It's not a question but a confirmation.

"Oo sir, at bagay siya sa babaeng kapareho niya,"

At nakaramdam nanaman siya nang inis nang maisip ang nangyari dati sa kanila ni Austin dati pa at ang dahilan nang break up nila.

She heard him sighed heavily.

"You know I don't get it, why does a woman think of it that way?"

She stiff sa tanong nito and realized what really woman was thinking para maisip iyon.

"Maybe.. insecurities sir.."

Bahagya niya itong nilingon and slightly smiled.

"Insecurities..?" Nagsalubong ang kilay nito sa sinabi niya at ngayon ay napapa isip siya.

If Austin has Jenna now ibig sabihin hindi parin nito nakakalimutan si Cassidy or what happened between them in the past and he looked so curious.

And maybe it's the right time hindi bilang Cass kundi bilang Verna.

"Opo sir, kasi nakaka insecure pag may boyfriend ka tapos may ibang babae pala siyang gustong kasama, syempre sir sa side nang babae nakakasakit yun sir, dahil wala namang perpektong tao sir, may mga pagkakataon lang na mas lalamang sila sayo--"

"So you felt insecure kaya ka nakipag break sa boyfriend mo?"

"Opo sir, at halatang gusto niya naman, talaga at hinihintay niya nalang ako na makipag break"

Nakaramdam siya nang inis dahil sa paglalaban sa nararamdaman niya ngayon.

'.. I hate you.. Austin Kendrick!.. '