Chapter Twenty Joey I wake up early the next morning unable to shake the feeling that I"ve blown an important chance. From the euphoria of my hot hookup with Holt to the panic-inducing near miss, but now that I"ve gained a little distance from those hours of stress and guilt, my head is much clearer...and in the light of this new perspective, some things just don"t sit right with me. I cook and eat breakfast on autopilot as I try to sort out what"s going on in my head. Let"s be honest and start with the basics: I really, really like Holt. I feel affection for all the Easton brothers, but Holt is in another league entirely. He makes me want to discover where our explosive chemistry could go, our ease in both working together and having fun, and I can"t bring myself to give up this relati

