Katherine I felt a weight in my chest because of Jeremy's absence, it was as if something was pressing on my heart and I felt an overwhelming discomfort, and as if that wasn't enough, my dear husband didn't get to sleep that night, where had all his good words gone? They were just promises without any foundation, and that made me sad, I didn't understand why deep in my heart I still felt inexplicable feelings for him. That night it was more difficult to fall asleep than the other nights, because I woke up every moment waiting for George to come and lie down next to me, I wanted his presence to feel much better. I woke up almost without letting the sun rise, I made a cup of coffee, and looked out the window, I had no driver to take me to the company, I had no husband by my side, I had

