Loved But Broken

Chapter 5

“Soph,” he whispered in my ear, “I want you sweetheart.” His voice was so seductive. I wanted more of him too. My entire body had goose bumps. I cupped his face in my hands and brought his lips back to mine. I slipped my tongue in his mouth and kissed him deeper and harder with more passion I could tell he wanted more. With one hand around his neck, my lips still locked to his, with the other I started to undo his trousers. He lowered his hands to my panties, and slowly he slid them down. I wanted this more than anything. He lifted me up and carried me to the bed. I ripped my shirt off, reached behind me with one hand and unclipped my black lace bra, my breasts fully exposed and William was looking at them with a glow in his eyes. I lowered my lips to his neck and left a trail of kisses down his body. I slid my tongue around his shaft and slid his c**k deep in my throat, I could feel his tongue on my c**t filled with ecstasy I sucked him harder and he licked me faster. Before I knew it, I had him on my bed and sliding his hard c**k inside my wet core. I slowly started to thrust him in and out of me, his hands on my arse pulling me closer with each thrust. I didn’t want this feeling to end he flipped me over without parting and he thrust himself deeper inside. It took all my might to hold in my feelings I just wanted to moan as I felt him inside me. Lowering his mouth to mine I kissed him with more passion with each thrust. My lips found his neck and I nipped him, he thrust harder and faster with each bite both turned on and wanting each other more. We both came at the same time we lay there together for what felt like hours the stars were bright outside, glittering brighter tonight then before as if they knew the eternal happiness I was now feeling. I kissed William over and over and he held me in his arms. I couldn’t help but think is this the start of something more. My dreams were only just beginning.

I fell asleep that night more peacefully than I had slept in years. I dreamt of my night with my angel and I knew it was forbidden, it was me that initiated contact with him. William worked through the week when the weekend came, we were able to sneak away with each other. We laughed at each other’s jokes and we both felt truly alive for the first time. William had a hard upbringing and mine wasn’t much different. Being passed from parent to grandparent for years took its toll. His story was very similar. We both never really knew what love meant until we met each other. This also meant that our lives would only get more complicated. Hidden looks here and there, secret kisses when no-one was around his luscious lips against mine felt so right. I still think back to the day he knocked on our door and his golden eyes looked into my soul. I never believed in love at first sight until that day when I felt like my entire life was changing in that moment.

On most weekends William would go out bush and ride motorbikes for a whole weekend. I loved when he would come home from a day out on the hog huge smile on his face. It would lift my heart up. Each day I would fall more in love with him. My world became his world and his mine. By day he would go out to work by night it was him and I. He would be the one I could talk to about everything. If I had bad day at school, he would be the one to tell me everything was going to be alright in the end. With his help I was able to get through some of the hardest days. Then one fateful weekend in mid-July we received the phone call. William had been in a serious in motorbike accident and was taken to the nearest city hospital. My world crashed. I was worried for him, but I couldn’t show just how worried I was because our relationship was a secret. I loved this man with my whole heart and there was nothing I could do to comfort him in a time when he needed me the most. His friends would keep me updated and they would see him in ICU telling him I was waiting for him. I cared about him he was my whole entire world.

Months passed and it felt like I would never see William again. Boys from my class would ask me out on dates but I wouldn’t go. Unable to give them real reasons. I changed my style of dress code and soon they would back off. I would hide my assets from everyone. Early September after William was in hospital for two months, I decided to get a job with the show passing through our country town. A step towards my future. I worked for four weekends in a row. A start to a job that I could have each year. Something inside me told me to take a chance on myself. With the wages I earned I bought my very first mobile phone a Nokia 2012. Finally, I could talk to the love of my life and he would know I was still waiting.

By the time Christmas arrived that year I was looking forward to it. Mum was busy planning her fortieth birthday this year and of course Dad was there to have his say. He would tell Mum the dress you bought Soph it’s too short or that dress to revealing she’s a fifteen-year-old girl Lou get her something appropriate to wear for the party. After weeks of them both arguing they finally agreed on the perfect dress. On Mums fortieth birthday we rushed around getting everything organised. William had come home and was staying with us again until he was able to move into his own home a few houses down. After setting up tables all day and blowing balloons up for Mum’s party it was nearing time to finally get dressed for the party. Everyone was coming. From my grandmother right through to the youngest cousin. This party was going to be epic. I locked my bedroom door and pulled out my apricot, spaghetti strapped princess dress I laid it down on my bed and started to get ready for Mums’ big day. It felt like hours had passed. People started arriving and I could hear them greeting my parents and asking about me. Even the old hag Delores was here. Mentally preparing myself. I zipped up my dress slid my gold sparkling heels on and stepped out of my room. And ran smack bang straight into William. My eyes lit up and my smile spread across my whole face. He was back after weeks in hospital and rehab. He was finally back in arms reach. I gave him a quick curtsy and spin to show him my dress. His eyes lit up and he came closer to me ‘later my sweet you and I will have time together' he whispered in my ear. I winked at him to show him I understood. My life was finally making sense again. These last few months I had felt so lost.

Mum and Dad greeted me as I walked out the back door. Dad was pleased that I looked decent Mum looked happy. This night felt like it was straight out of a fairy tale. Fairy lights lit up the back veranda, colourful solar powered lights lit up the walk ways, Mum even encouraged us kids into putting lights around our trampoline. The night felt magical like nothing could destroy it. If only I’d known in that moment my world would come crashing down.

Grandma Annie dropped a bombshell on us last night I have to go and spend a few weeks with her. It meant I would be away from William. Exams were finished and school only had a few days left before holidays started. Christmas Day was going to be spent with my grandmother. William and I were able to sneak away last night and for the first time in months I felt at home. He was my heart and soul and wherever he was, is where I wanted to be. He knew as well as I did that what we had was love. He wanted to protect me for as long as he could. He held me close, his lips met mine with more passion than ever before, I felt his hard c**k from inside his tight jeans waiting to be released. Unbuttoning his jeans slowly, I looked deep into his eyes in that moment it was just the two of us. I felt his lips come crashing down onto mine, his tongue sliding inside my mouth to feel mine. Reaching behind me he unzips my dress, slowly lowered each strap and let my dress fall to floor. Pushing him down on the bed, straddling him while our kisses grew deeper, I wanted this man and he wanted me. His hard c**k was on the edge of my waiting core ready for him. He teased me some, becoming wetter by the second I waited for him.

“f**k me William,” I whispered in his ear. I slowly slid his hard on into my waiting core. Riding him with passion in my eyes he responded. He flipped me over and drove deeper inside me. Harder and faster, I didn’t want it to end. In that moment there was no-one else for either of us in the entire galaxy. He f****d me hard that night and I him. We came together in ecstasy. High off our feelings we lay there in each other’s arms until he had to sneak back to his room. Both knowing we wouldn’t see each other again until I returned from my grandparents. Something we both didn’t know was when that would be. He loved me and I would give up the world for him and he knew it.