I ran out the back door and then I almost tripped going down the stairs that headed down to the beach. I sank to the ground and sat in the sand, holding my burning cheek in the palm of my hand. And then I threw up. I heard Jeremiah come up behind me. I knew it was him right away, because Conrad would know not to follow me. “I just want to be alone,” I said, wiping my mouth. I didn’t turn around. I didn’t want him to see my face. “Belly,” he started. He sat down next to me and kicked sand over my throw up. When he didn’t say anything more, I looked at him. “What?” He bit his upper lip. Then he reached out and touched my cheek. His fingers felt warm. He looked so sad. He said, “You should just go with your mom.” Whatever I’d been expecting him to say, it hadn’t been that. I’d come all

