“That’s the thing. He doesn’t like you. He’s just using you because you’re around,” I said. I knew it was cruel, but I also knew it was true. Then I walked into the house and left her standing outside. She chased after me and grabbed my arm, but I shrugged her off. “Please don’t be mad, Belly. I want things to stay the same with us forever,” Taylor said, brown eyes brimming with tears. What she really meant was, I want you to stay the same forever while I grow bigger breasts and quit violin and kiss your brother. “Things can’t stay the same forever,” I said. I was saying it to hurt her because I knew it would. “Don’t be mad at me, okay, Belly?” she pleaded. Taylor hated it when people were mad at her. “I’m not mad at you,” I said. “I just don’t think we really know each other anymore.

