Shewolf

Chapter 24: fight me

-KADE POV-

Where on Earth is he? 

It's been 3 months since my little one's Luna ceremony and still there is absolutely no trace of my father or his retched pack of rogues anywhere. At Jasmine's suggestion, we reached out to every pack in the area to alert them and gain extra information and there had been a few sightings, but nothing solid enough to be able to pinpoint their location.

To be honest, I'm scared. My father is a sick and wicked man who will not hold back, and on top of that, he's smart. I take more after him then I care to admit, the difference being I'm not a psychotic mass murderer who killed his mate and children.

"Where's titch?" Ben bounces into the room with far to much energy. You can completely see why him and my baby get along so well, they're both massive goofballs with far too much energy. Except for in the mornings. It usually takes me about half an hour to get Jasmine out of bed. 

"I dunno Ben, probably working like you should be" I roll my eyes at him. Ever since Jake and Freya had their baby they've been on part time maternity leave so Ben has been part time Beta. I love the boy but Goddess I will be happy to have Jake back full time.

"Well if you see her tell her I have a new eating game she's gonna love" he grins goofilly and strides out the room, biting down on an apple. Goddess give me strength.

I know Ben and Jasmine are just best friends but I do feel a stab of jealousy when I see them together getting along so well. It'll be much better when he finds his mate but now I feel so possessive over her I can't stop Dex from growling every time I hear his pet name for her or when he touches her. Titch. It's meant to be funny but it really doesn't suit her, not the beautiful, strong and smart woman I know and love. And anyway, only I'm allowed to tease her, only I'm allowed to touch her, feel her perfect curves, taste her, feel her thick thighs wrapped around me and grip that tiny waist. She's MINE. 

I groan softly as I think about her, my d**k growing rock hard instantly and I dash out the room to find her. I try my hardest to only f**k her when we've finished work but that doesn't often happen as she's just too f*****g irresistible. She's just as bad, often bursting into my office and how can I refuse? 

I follow her delicious scent to the gym downstairs and fling the door open, growling at the scene in front of me. She's on all fours doing butt exercises in just a sports bra and tight shorts. She looks so insanely sexy as her back muscles work to keep her up and her already big butt moves as she lifts her leg. 

I can't focus on that though as about a dozen unmated pack warriors stare at her with lustfull eyes. She has her airpods in and her gaze remains on the mat meaning she is blissfully unaware of the attention she's getting. 

"MINE" I snarl and everyone turns to look at me with panic stricken faces.

"Get the f**k out" I grit through my teeth and make a mental note of the faces I see scamper out the door so I can make their training miserable later.

I stride towards a confused looking Jasmine, kneeling behind her and leaning over her.

"Do you know the kind of attention you get when you dress like this?" I growl in her ear. She just rolls her eyes at me and moves to stand up but I grab her waist and pull her back down to all fours.

"And when you workout like this?" I hear her breaths become heavier as I grind my already huge erection against her perfect ass. 

I see her shake her head as the smell of her arousal fills the room, driving Dex crazy.

"I will dress how I want and workout how I want thank you very much Kadien Black." She defiantly stands up and moves towards the door, but not before I stand up and pin her against the wall, hooking my hands under her thick thighs and pressing my body flush against her.

"Careful princess" I threaten lowly, staring into her icy blue eyes.

"Why? What you gonna do about it, Alpha?" I would fall for her confidence if I couldn't hear her racing heartbeat as she tries to stare back at me with defiance.

"Oh little one. You don't know the half of it" I whisper in her ear before yanking her sports bra up exposing her round breasts. She screams in pleasure as I bite down on her n****e without warning, my tongue swirling around her soft skin. Her nails dig into my shoulders as I move onto her other n****e and I can't help but gran feeling them grow hard under my touch. 

My hands are on the hem of her shorts, pulling down and exposing her white lace panties as the door opens.

Yep. It's Ben.

I growl and move to block Jasmine from him as his hands fly to his face and he fake gags.

"Ew! It's like seeing my mom and dad doing the dirty! My eyes will never be the same!" He shrieks as Jasmine fixes her clothes. I make eye contact with her and we both burst out laughing, wiping tears from our eyes as we walk towards Ben. 

"Aw, poor baby Ben" Jasmine coos pinching his cheeks as we walk out. His frown is absolutely priceless.

"To be continued later little one" I growl in her ear and slap her ass playfully, making her yelp. God I love that ass.

-JASMINE POV-

So it's safe to say Ben is scarred for life. He hasn't made eye contact with me all day and it is honestly the funniest thing in the world.

"Ohhhh Benny boy!" I sing as I walk into the kitchen. Blushing, his eyes widen a bit and turn too quickly away from me causing everyone to burst out laughing. 

"Hey! The wound's too fresh" He mumbles crossing his arms.

"We were just saying we should go out tonight" Milly says after she's finished laughing. 

"There's a new place in town we want to try" Matt says. Oh no, Matt and I together on a night out is never a good ending. Last time he ended up in a wheely bin.

"Well I'm in" I beam at everyone, including Kade who rolls his eyes at me on the sofa. Cheeky bastard. "What?" I from at him.

"We can't go out, we have s**t to do" he snaps out before running his hands over his face. I instinctively move towards him and sit on his knee, prising his hands away from his face and kissing each one.

"What's up baby?" He sighs and nuzzles his face into the crook of my neck, inhaling my scent.

"It's fine. Just stressed" I hear him mumble and I stroke his hair comfortingly.

"Well don't you think a night out will help?" I put on my best puppy dog face, batting my eyelashes innocently.

"Ugh fine" he rolls his eyes and leans in to kiss me sweetly, at which point Ben scrambles up and runs out the room screaming "not again!"

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We all clamber into Ben's jeep, most of us already tipsy from the pres and head off. I'm wearing a very tight navy blue mini dress with little moons and stars on it and a small slit up the thigh. I'm wearing my white pumas that I normally wear on nights out because f**k heels.

Kade was not too happy about letting me out in the dress but I won as per. His hand stays firmly on my inner thigh as we drive which seems to take my ability to breathe as he traces small circles on my skin.

When we finally arrive we scramble out and Milly and I practically drag the guys to the nearest bar. It's us two, Kade, Ben, Matt and Alex Milly's mate, along with a few pack warriors. Not gonna lie if i saw this bunch walking down the street I would cross the gosh darn road.

The bar is cheap and cheerful and I am delighted to find it sells cocktails by the jug which Milly, Ben and I thoroughly enjoy. It does make me laugh to see everyone watching us down what essentially is fruit juice and cheap rum whilst they all sip on their whiskey. No taste the lot of them.

The line of the club is mega long and I pray for my poor bare legs as we wait. Even with Kade's denim jacket on I'm frozen. As if one of the guys on the door can hear my teeth chattering, he wanders up the line, his eyes trailing over my me as he stops by us. With a small smirk and a nod to the door he lets us out the line to the front. I practically claw at Kade to stop him shifting there and then and smile politely at the guy as I drag us inside on slightly wobbly feet. 

Twirling me around when we're inside, he brings his face into the crook of my neck and inhales my scent. I feel his tensed body relax around me and sigh in relief that there will be no deaths of doormen in this area today. I hope.

"Jagerbombs!" Milly battle cries and we reluctantly head towards the table they've claimed with a tray of drinks sits. I effortlessly knock back 2 and head to the dance floor with Milly. Wild thoughts by Rihanna is on and we both sway our hips sexily, bursting out in laughter every once in a while. I have to say, despite my clumsiness i feel good right now. With my dancing background and curves I feel pretty hot. My confidence sky rockets when I glance at our table to see Kade staring at me lustfully from his seat. Before long I feel his hard body press against my back, his large hands finding my waste as he begins to move with me to the music. His erection presses just above my ass as we move and in that moment I am lost with him in the music, enjoying the sparks the electricity that courses through me as he touches me and his sandlewood scent engulfing me. He spins me around to face him and kisses me deeply, his hands covering my ass and gently squeezing. 

"Let's get out of here" he murmers in my ear and I look back at him confused. I would love to get out of here with him but we get each other every night. With all the rogue business and Gabriel coming back he's spent barely any time with his friends and most of the time we spend together is at night and in the morning.

"Let's stay with our friends baby" I lean into his ear to reply. His body stiffening, I see his eyes grow dark and he pulls me out of the crowds and outside with him a little too roughly.

"Why don't you want to come with me? Is it that doorman?" he snaps. We're in the smoking area which thankfully is empty. I don't want anybody to see this side of Kade.

"What? No of course not! Why would you think that?" I snap back.

"Then why won't you come? Am I not good enough for you? Are you liking all the attention you're getting too much?" I'm lost for words as I watch him, noticing the vein that's appeared on his neck.

"Kade what the f**k? I won't go with you because you've spent barely any time with our friends recently and the only time you seem to spend with me is either in bed or when you want to f**k. I just wanted to spend some actual quality time with my mate and Alpha, what's wrong with that? And I'm not getting attention, you're just being overly protective like usual!" 

"I'm not spending time with you because I'm looking after our pack, which by the way, you're the luna of. If you hadn't noticed, we are under constant threat of attack and I still know nothing! So I'm sorry if I'm so stressed out that I don't spend time with our friends, and I'm sorry if you feel like you're just my s*x toy but you know what? By how you decided to dress tonight, maybe you are. It certainly looks like you want to be. Do you not even see the amount of guys that stare at you? It's like you want to look like a slut in front of them! Or maybe you just can't help it, maybe it's in your nature." 

This motherfucker.

"Just because you're stressed doesn't mean you have any right to ever talk to me like that.I am NOT your s*x slave or a slut, I will dress how I want and you just lost my respect. Goodbye Kade" I spit the words out at him and turn, running back up to the table. 

How DARE he talk to me like that? He got angry at me, not the other way around. And to address me, his mate, like that? How dare he address any person like that for that matter. I swiftly let Ben know that I'm taking one of the taxis home early and he comes with me, sensing my rage and sadness. He sits in silence with an arm around me as we drive home and I'm left with my spiralling thoughts.

Everything has been so perfect up until now. But what if it was all an act? What is Kade even capable of?

Is my mate a monster?