I'm pulled out of my deep sleep by a bird outside. I peak through one eye with caution and see that it's only just beginning to light, the first signs of sun slipping through a gap in the blinds. Sleepily, I rest my hand back on my pillow and my eyes whip open. That's no pillow, that's Kade's chest. Guilt and regret wash over me and I bite my lip as I lie there thinking about last night.
What did I do?
Oh Goddess. This just makes life 10x more confusing!!
My plan - well plan's a bit strong but my idea was to sit him down and talk through everything with him before I even considered holding his hand, let alone having s*x with him. And now here I am, naked and wrapped in his arms, and I've only said about 10 words to him. Bollocks.
I glance up at him and flinch as I ever so slowly prise
