Chapter 23
For the next couple of days I moped around my apartment. It was lonely and I had hit rock bottom. How could I have allowed myself to fail? Was I so pathetic that when an opportunity to have s*x with a pretty woman presented, I stopped thinking rationally and became a slave to my c**k? And as a consequence, I forfeited the deal of a lifetime. It was a game for Shirley. Who could hold out the longest, and I lost. And that destroyed my bargaining position. I was her plaything, and having got what she wanted, she discarded me. Tossed me aside. She was smarter than me, using her obvious appeal to h****k my determination to screw her for millions. Dam her! She tricked me into a position of weakness. That was the most expensive f**k in the world. Probably in the history of the world.
