"Not time for gossip let's go let's go" Alice voice break their little conversation. They meant me, suddenly I wasn't feeling so big anymore, is that what people says behind my back. I felt a hand on my shoulder and I jumped up, I shouldn't loose my focus not now. "Ignore them Lou, it's Showtime" I heard Alice says to me with a warm smile. Well let them talk, at least I got my mama and auntie Alice and Aldo. Alice pulled me next to her while the models past down to the stage, thank god that wasn't me. I can't walk in their heels, even if I could I would freeze from fear from all the light and cameras, the people looking at me. Good on them, but I'm happy behind the scene. After all the girls passed one by one, they passed all again once before it was mama's turn to come out, instead of

