Me+You=We

Regret

Ajey's POV:

It's been more than a month since Anu left, I can't explain what I feel right now. Nothing feels right, everything is going downhill. My mom, dad and Willy hasn't taled to me since they came to know what I did to poor Anu. Everytime they pass through me, all I can see is pure disgust for me in their eyes. I try to talk to them but the just ignore me and walk away.

The regret I've got in my heart right now is unexplainable. There is not a single day that I don't regret for being a monster. How could I be so inhummae? I can't even justify myelf for being this way.

I've stopped drinking alochol and I haven't even touched it ever since my Anu left. I've stopped going to work and all I do is lock myself up in the room the whole day. I barely even eat or sleep all I do is lie down on my bed, stare at the ceiling and let the numbness consume me. Oh! how I would want to rip this feeling off me. Oh! how if only I could change the past.

Anu's Dadi (Grandma) has been in the hospital as she couldn't tolerate losing her again after all these years again. After all I've done to my Anu in those walls of Cafe, I came to know that Dadi closed the cafe, she couldn't keep the cafe running after knowing everything I've done to her. Mrs Agrawal isn't her old sel anymore, Annanya doesn't even want to see my face and Mr. Agrawal, he is a horrible human being, he shouldn't be considered a human being. After all I had done to Anu, all he had to say was;" Whatever happened can't be changed, I will order Aayan to get Anu back home and get her married to you, I can't risk the reputation of both the families be on the line because of this incident".

I still cannot understand how can a father be so cold hearted? How could he simply say this as if Anu means nothing to him? How instead of beating me to death and getting me arrested all he cared about was his reputation?

I tried contacting Sam couple of times, I messaged him saying that I'm ready to face the consequences for my deeds and all he ever replied was;"You'll have to wait for the correct time!" Will Anu's family ever forgive me? Will they see me in the same way as they did before?

Flashback starts:

Anu: Ajey, Ajey, once we grow up we will get married to each other....

Ajey: (interrupting her) Ewwwww! why would I get married to you, you look ugly,you don't even have enough chocolates to share with me

Anu: But why? (with tears building up in her eyes) Look at us we are best friends, I will take care of you, cook for you and iron your clothes like my mumma does.

Ajey: You need to understand Anu I like Veronica not you because Veronica gets loads of chocolates for me and you....

Anu: (Sobbing) I hate you! I hate you! I hate you! I will leave you one day and never come back (runs away sobbing)

Ajey: Anu! Anu! wait, I didn't mean to hurt you.Annnnuuuuuuuu..........

Flasback Ends:

A lone tears escape down my eyes, how could I explain in what ways this lonliness is eating me up? How would I explain how much I'm missing my Anu? How would I ever win my Anu back? Oh! How will I get her back in my life? Will I ever be able to get her back? Will she ever forgive me?