I...I...I...I really am pregnant!

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Anu's POV: I stared at the pregnancy test kit for a long time, multiple emotions were gushing all over my body, I felt numb, I was paralysed in the moment and my brain went completly blank . I can feel myself losing control over my body, I could feel my limp body slowly falling on the floor and then I finally passed out letting the darkness consume me. After 5 hours, I can feel someone holding my hand, my head feels heavy, I open my eyes only close it back again, I open my eyes again and let my eyes to adjust to the light. I can see that Aayan bhai (brother) is holding my hand, sitting on the chair next to me and resting his head on the bed I was. Aayan bhai (brother) seemed tired. There were dark circles under his eyes, I just stare at him for a while. I start recalling the past and think how this man infront of me saved me from that hell, took me out of it, bought me here and gave me the best of the best life that I could never imagine. Why? Just because I called him bhai (brother). He must've flown all the way from New York to UK as soon as he heard that I was hospitalised, oh how could I ever return back all these things he has done for me. I look at the other side and see that Rachel was sleeping on the sofa next to my bed. She seemed a bit uncomfortable but yet she's still there, waiting for me to wake up. I felt warm and my heart felt full and content. I can't believe the unexplainable love and attachment Aayan bhai(brother) and Rachel has for me. I check the time at the wall clock and it was 2 a.m. in the morning. I move my hands around my pregnant belly and start to think, I'm going to be a mother in the next nine months, I have a life growing in me, there's is no way Imma be going for an abortion or give up my child. Now I no longer am a girl, I'm a woman with a child. I need to be strong enough to fight through everything. I need to be strong enough to protect my child. Imma never ever treat my child like my mother did to me. I will have to work hard to provide for my child. The only thing that worry me is, my child will have no father, obviously Aayan bhai (brother) will be a father figure in his/her life, but what will I say when my child will ask who his/her father is, Oh! how I always wished to fall in love and marry the love of my life, build a family with him, have my children with him and live my happily ever after with him and now all my dreams are crushed in pieces. I no longer have any hopes to fall in love or find a love. Aissshhhhhhhhh! Anu, I hit my head and say;"Stop overthinking Anu, just go with the flow, Everything will be fine!". I brushed off my thoughts and just chreish my moments with Aayan bhai (brother) and Rachel. Suddenly, I feel the pressure building up in my belly and I had this urgent need to go to the washroom so I try to wriggle my hand out of Aayan bhai's (brother) grip slowly without waking him up, but guess what I miserably failed. Aayan bhai (brother) woke up and stared dead in my eyes and said," And where do you think you are going?". I couldn't hold no more so I blurted out,"bhai (brother) I need to go to the toilet" and removed my hand from his grip and ran towards the washroom. By that time Rachel had also woken up and I could hear her laughing loudly behind me I finished my business and walked out of the toilet and the doctor was already waiting for me there. The doctor checked my vitals and said that I am completely fine to go home now. He also took some blood for the blood tests and said he will email the reports to Aayan bhai (brother). He then walked to me and pat my head and said," Anu your body is really very fragile and weak right now, make sure you eat healthy and hydrate well. And strictly to taking stress and pressure and rest yourself as much as you can!". He gave me that warm smile and started talking to Aayan bhai (btother). Rachel walked to me and gave me a big warm fluffy bear hug and said;" Guess who's going to me an aunty no? It's meeeeeee! Oh! my god Anu, you don't know how excited and happy to meet our new bundle of joy and happiness". She then stroked my pregnant belly and started talking with my belly in a baby voice. I just stare at her, and I can see her eyes shining with that huge glint of happiness. After the doctor finished talking to Aayan bhai (brother), he left, then Aayan bhai (brother) walked to me and embraced me in his warm big hug for a while, he then kissed my forehead and said;"Oh! Anu my love, Oh! how I thought you were my sweet little baby girl and you are now a matured woman with a child , my love, you sure you want to keep this baby? You sure you are ready for a child? After everything that has happened to you and what that bastard Ajey did, you sure you want to carry his child? You sure you are ready?". I was just watching his face frowning with different expressions which was a mixture of worry, excitment, love, care,concern and anger latched, then I just smiled and hugged him and said;" Bhai (brother) I am one hundred percent sure that I want to keep my baby and I am ready for this, and apart from everything I have got you and Rachel as my source of strength". We then pack up everything and leave the hospital and head our way home.....................................
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