Me+You=We

Am I pregnant?

Anu's POV:

(In Dream)

No mumma!, No mumma! Please; I'm sorry. Don't burn me with that hot iron rod. Mumma it's will hurt me. Please mumma. I will never try to make a friend again. Please mumma I swear I will isolate myself.

Mumma! Mumma! Mummma! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Mummma! (sobbing) my back hurts mumma. Please stop this mumma. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

(Dream ends)

I wake up all sweating huffing and puffing. I see the digital watch on my night stand and see it is already 5 a.m.This is one of those nightmares that I've been seeing from past 1 Month after I have escaped from that s**t of a person I called a mother. Every night I have nightmares of all the tortures, my mother had ever given me and I also frequently get nightmares of that bastard Ajey r****g me.

I walk out of my bed, grabbed a towel from the closet and head to the shower for a cold shower because that is the only thing that I need at the moment to make my mind awake and stable. I walked inside the bathroom and noticed that my b****t are kind of swollen and lumpy. Maybe I'm over thinking. I ignored that thought and finished bathing and walked in to my closet and wore a nice baby blue long maxi dress.

After that I walked down to the kitchen and cooked some blueberry pancakes. I took the milk from the fridge and poured it into a glass and sat on the counter and started to eat.

It has already been a month that I have came to stay in here escaping all my bad past along with my so called mother who never loved me and that bastard Ajey who r***d me and took my insanity away. I'm regularly going to university and am working hard to pursue my dream as a computer engineer. I don't need to do any kind of part time jobs to support myself here because my Bhaiya(Sam) has strictly forbidden me to do any kind of jobs. I don't know why but I feel so protected with him. I never dreamt that there will be the day when I will be escaping my abusive mother and living this life and studying in this big university. I'm living here with Rachel. I also came to know that Bhaiya(Sam) and Rachel are in relationship. Just imagine, they make a perfect couple too!

Bhaiya (Sam) is in New York at the moment and studying there as he said he will be here with us after six months after he finishes his graduation.

While eating I suddenly felt my stomach rumbling upside down and I became nauseous. I rushed to the bathroom and threw up every content in my stomach in the toilet. My head was spinning and I felt powerless and I felt like I won't be able to even move my single finger. I just stayed there for a while when Rachel came down and saw me lifeless in the bathroom. She took me to my room and went to the kitchen to prepare some energy giving soup for me.

I didn't know why I was feeling a little weak these days. I easily get tired and I was sleepy all the time and today I threw up. The suddenly something struck me. I hurriedly checked my period date and it was late by 3 weeks. I started to panic and screamed Rachel's name, she hurriedly ran up to my room.

I couldn't control my tears, I was shaking, shivering and continuously crying. Rachel tried to console me and asked me what was the matter. I cried more and more and more till my eyes couldn't no longer tear up.

I faced Rachel and said," Rachel I may be pregnant, My period is 3 weeks late and I'm feeling pregnancy sickness".

Rachel knew everything about me and how that bastard Ajey r***d me. Rachel simply said," Don't worry let's confirm at first whether you are pregnant or not. If in case you're pregnant we can abort the baby".

Hearing her I don't know why but something inside me rose ( maybe a mother instinct), I straight denied her and said," If by any chance I'm pregnant I won't abort my baby. No matter whatever that bastard did to me it's not this baby's fault. I will give birth to my baby and I will raise him or her to be a better person".

Rachel just smiled and told me to take pregnancy test at first. She went to the supermarket nearby and brought me 2-3 pregnancy kits in case if I'm not satisfied of the results.

I took the pregnancy kit and went to the bathroom and waited for the results.

I sat on the toilet wondering," Am I really pregnant? Maybe I'm not pregnant and Maybe my period is due because of change in environment or what if I'm really pregnant? How am I gonna raise my child at the age of 19? Will I be a perfect mother and not end up being like my abusive mother? How did I ended up being r***d by that bastard and am carrying his seeds in my womb?".............

I hope everything ends up well..................