Ajey's POV:
I don't know what's so intoxicating about that useless girl. My mind continuously creates her image every time I close my eyes. There was a fierce battle between my heart and brain. My heart wants to fall for her but my brain resisted it because I cannot give my Anu's place to anyone. Even though her name is Anu, even though I get the familiar aura of Anu around her, but No! I cannot replace her with my Anu. The mole on her left jaw is familiar to Anu too. Those intoxicating brown orbs of her eyes are the one to die for. Everything between her and Anu is similar. The only difference is that she is not Anu. Anu has already died. I hate her more whenever my heart tries to fall for her. I was in turmoil. So I couldn't control myself and did the most unexpected thing. I started to visit the cafe daily only to see her, but what frustrated me more is she ignored me as much as possible.If I'm on one side of the cafe she would rush to the other side and start to work there.
This action of hers hurt my ego more. First she slapped me and now she is hurting my ego. And what frustrated me more is she is now being close with Sam. Sam is Annanya's brother and my biggest enemy. I hate his guts. Sam and that girl will be sitting together at a table and will be chatting for hours. They will be giggling, smiling and laughing loudly and I will not be able to resist it. It makes me more angry seeing her with him.
How is it possible for me to fall in love with this girl? NoNoNoNoNoNo and No, I can't fall for her. I love my Anu the most. It is not possible for me to fall for her. I want to take revenge on her, first for being the cause of my accident and second for slapping me. I will take revenge on her. I hate her and will hate her more.
As usual, I was in the cafe staring at her and analyzing her actions. But suddenly Sam came from behind and closed her eyes with his palms. This boiled my blood more. How dare he touch her? Then, after, they were hugging each other tightly and were sticking to each other as if they were deeply in love. They were laughing, smiling and giggling and this infuriated me more. After some time, Sam returned and that girl started to do her work. I was walking back to my car but suddenly Annanya stood in front of me and a mischievous glint was clearly visible in her eyes.
I groaned and asked," What happened now Bhabi ( sister-in-law)". I call her Bhabi because she is already engaged to my brother. Her smile turned wide and she chirped," Do you like our new worker Anu?"
I was stunned for once but kept my poker face and said," Did I say anything about liking her? And you know I can never replace my Anu. She is the love of my life and nobody can ever replace her."
She just nodded her head and gave me a weak smile. I then walked back to my car. I sat inside my car for a while.
"I wish you were alive, my love. I miss you Anu. I miss you more than anything else."
After a while, I returned to my house and jumped on my bed and fell asleep.
Beep! Beep! Beep! Beep!
Arrrrrrgggggghhhhhhhh! I hate you, alarm. I turned off my alarm and was about to sleep again when the door of my room banged and I knew who it was. It was my dear so-called brother, Willy. I knew he was not going to stop until and unless I didn't open the door, so I stood up from my bed, opened the door and again jumped on the bed. But poor me, I was dragged to the bathroom, but my brother and he poured a bucket of water over me. I shot him an angry glance, he just shrugged and said ," No that you are fully awake, go and get ready now, as today is Mr and Mrs Agrawal's 25th anniversary. We have to rush there for preparation." I nodded my head and had a cold shower and came out of the bathroom with a towel. I rushed to my closet and wore a casual T-Shirt and jeans with sports shoes and I also packed a black armani suit which my mother had recently bought for me for the party.
Willy and I headed to Agrawal's mansion. As soon as we reached there, we were welcomed by a mouth watering "kheer" (pudding) made by my and Anu's Dadi ( Grandma). All of us were doing our part of the work. I had to blow up the balloons and arrange them. You people may be wondering about having this amount of riches and why we are making all the preparations ourselves, so let me tell you our family and Agrawal's family have been friends for decades. Both families love to make the preparations for their special days, like birthdays, anniversaries and some celebrations for their victory by themselves. Women were in the kitchen preparing cakes, sweets and a feast for the evening party.
Finally! After hours, we completed our work and I headed upward to change my dress. I went straight to my Anu's room. The room was intact in the same way she had left it, but it no longer had her smell and her presence. There will be times when I will miss her badly, so I will come to her room and sleep on her bed hugging her pillow.
There was still some time left, so I fell on the bed for sometime and kept remembering our old moments. After around half an hour, I went to the bathroom and showered. I wore my suit and headed downstairs towards the hall. Everyone was already there. My parents and Anu's parents were mingling with their colleagues. Our Dadis ( Grandmas) were also chatting with their friends. Annanya and Willy were being lovey dovey and Sam was with his friends. I suddenly felt out of place. If Anu was here then she would've never let me be alone this way. So the only thing left for me to do was drink. I went straight to the bar and ordered the bar tender to give me my regular tequila. I gulped it at once, I could feel my neck burning but I didn't care much. I ordered and ordered and ordered till I was completely drunk. My feet were wobbly and my voice was slurry. I slept on the bar table for sometime and again started to drink.
I am still not able to bear the loss of my Anu. But as I was remembering about my Anu, suddenly the image of that girl from the cafe came in front of me. I felt like if Anu were alive she would've been just like her.
Shit! Why the f**k am I comparing my Anu with her? My Anu was a pure soul. But that girl is a slut and a f*****g w***e who can do anything for money. She was sticking with Sam. Maybe she knew Sam was the Grandson of Mrs. Agrawal and the only heir of Agrawal's group, so she was probably seducing him.
This made my head boil more in anger. I wanted to meet her and teach her a lesson. She may be invited to the party too. So I scanned her at the party. But she was nowhere to be found. All the workers from the cafe were there but she was missing. Maybe she is busy with her one-night stand. I don't know why, but she being on a one-night stand with some other guy was pinching somewhere in my heart. So I stood up from the chair and strode towards my car. Everyone was busy with their own company, so they didn't notice me leaving.
I reached the cafe and parked my car and walked towards the quarters of the cafe where the workers live. I hope she is there. There was a guard at the gate. He knew who I was, so he let me in. I dismissed him saying that there was a party at Agrawal's place and all the workers would be staying there, and sent him home.
I didn't know where that girl's room was. So, I started to search every room. But luckily, her room was on the second floor and what was the best thing? Her door was not locked. I peeped inside her room and she was in her pink pajamas. Her those long thin legs were on display and her curvy figure made my little boy twitch in my pants. She was using her phone comfortably. I could no longer resist her so I barged inside her room. She hurriedly stood up from her bed. I could see fear clearly evident in her eyes. She was shocked seeing me there. She told me to get out of her room, but little did she know she was hurting my ego more.
Then she again screamed her lungs out, asking for help. But I grabbed her from her waist and kissed her. Her lips felt so luscious and soft. I was caught in for a moment. Her lips were sweet. But what angered me more was she struggling in my arms. After struggling for some more time, she came out of my hold and she gave me a tight slap and said ;" Get the hell out of my room otherwise I will call the police".
She was walking towards the night stand to grab her phone but I grabbed her again and said," How dare you slap me you f*****g w***e. You are ready to sleep with anyone, but why not me, huh? I will pay you more than them you s**t".
I tore her pajamas and threw her on the bed. She was crying and begging me to let her go, but little did she know I would never stop what I started.
I was holding her hands above her head and kissing her lips passionately. I was asking for entrance but she was not letting me so I bit her lower lips and she screamed in pain and I took this opportunity to plunge my tongue inside her mouth. She was crying and struggling to let her go, but I didn't stop there. I went down to her neck and started kissing her there and leaving hickeys. I then slowly slid down her breast and threw her bra and started sucking and biting her n*****s. She was continuously crying and pleading with me to let her go. I wonder why she is having this many tantrums, as if she is a virgin and as if it is her first time.
I could no longer resist, so I undressed myself and tore her underwear and entered her at once. But what surprised me more was she was very tight and, indeed, she was a virgin. Guilt rushed through my veins. I made no movement inside her and stood still for some time. She screamed in pain and was crying in agony.
After sometime, I slowly moved in and out of her v*****a. After a continuous struggle, suddenly she was like a dead body. She was no longer screaming and not resisting anymore. She was just staring at the ceiling. I no longer could hold and pounced on her until I climaxed.
I felt so good inside her. I've never had this satisfaction from any other w***e I have ever slept with. She had already passed out on the bed and I could see the blood on the bed sheets. I know I did wrong but I am ready to bear the consequences. I accept that I r***d her. I know I took her virginity and her pride because I judged her wrong and I will accept the results and slowly darkness consumed me and I slept on the same bed with her......