Me+You=We

Living a normal life!

Anu's POV:

I am four months pregnant now. I have got a small baby bump showing. Everything is going well in my life right now. I am still going to the university and continuing my studies. Aayan bhai (brother) has completely transferred his studies and his business here in London as he said he doesn't trust no one for taking care of me and the baby so he moved everything here as soon as I was discharged from the hospital. That is so unrealistic and illogical. I tried to covince Aayan (bhai) not to do this but oh lord, does he even listen to anyone? He just listens to he himself and nobody can change his mind. And Rachel, she is working from home right now so that she can take proper care of me. Rachel acts like my mother and she is really very strict with my pregnancy routine.She prepares healthy home cooked food for me everyday and drops and picks me up from the university.

My wounds from the past are slowly healing but trust me when I say, the trauma is still there, the trauma from my past still haunts me everyday and everynight. I get nightmares litreally every other night. And since the night I was r***d I am scared of dark. I can't sleep in a dark room with my lights off.

I look back at time and realise how far I've come. Never in my life I had imagined that I would be able to run away from my toxic household, toxic mother and that toxic environment and would be able to be here living the life of my dreams. I could never imagine what my life would be if it wasn't for Aayan bhai, where would I be? How would I be? or How would I be managing my life alone and pregnant. The pain caused by Ajey is still there, even tho he's the father of my child, oh wait, he is more of a sperm donar who frocefully took my innocence away, he'll have nothing to do with my child. I despise Ajey with everything in my heart. I hate him for all the pain he have caused. I can never forgive him.

I was busy rummaging in my thoughts when I felt a tap on my shoulder, I look back to see who it was and there he was stnading with one of the lovliest smile you can ever see, I shrieked "Liam" with excitment and gave him a big mama bear hug.I realised he had something in his hands and was hiding behind his back so I gave him a stern look and demanded to know what was he hiding, he then gave me a cheeky smile and asked me to make a guess. To be honest I had no patience in me to make a guess (yeah yeah yeah whatever you can blame my pregnancy hormones), so all I had to do was to give him another stern look and he just gave up and was ranting how I always do this to him and he has to automatically give in. I told him to stop whining like a woman and just hand me whatever he had bought for me. He gave me a defeated look and handed me a big tub of mint choco chip ice-cream. If I tell you that I was happy way beyond the sky will be an understatement cause I can't explain how much I love my mint choco chip ice-cream. I hurriedly took the ice-cream tub and started stuffing it in my mouth while Liam just stood there watching me in Aweeeeeeee.

Liam, is one of my university friend, or you can call him my best friend. He's the first friend I have made here in the London or you can call him my first university friend. Since day one, he has been nothing but good, he's the only friend I've been able to open up about my past and he has openly accepted me with his warm embrace. He's not for once questioned me about my past or why I am the way I am. He's been my rock since day one and I wonder what I would do without him.

I finished my tub of ice-cream and all this time Liam was watching me with amusement in his eyes. I nudge his shoulder and ask him what the matter was where he said," Well I just saw a pregnant mama bear finish a whole big tub of mint choco chip ice cream and didn't even bother to ask if I wanted some even tho I was the one who bought it."

That's when the guilt started crawling up me and I felt tears prickling down my eyes cause I felt horrible. Oh S**t, blame the pregnancy hormones which has made me hypersensitive towards my feelings. Liam rushed to console me and said he was just messing around and started apologising.

Arghhhhhh, this pregnancy hormones are making me feel like a brat crying who didn't get her way out.