36 LEAH “How are your ears?” Dan set a mug of hot chocolate on the table in front of me, the good kind topped with whipped cream and marshmallows. I rarely indulged because do you know how many calories that stuff had? But since I’d nearly died this morning, I figured putting on weight was the least of my problems. “Dr. Kira doesn’t think the hearing loss will be permanent.” After Belvedere Place got evacuated, Tanner had given Hayden, Tally, and me a ride to Blackwood headquarters. In silence. I hadn’t wanted to go, and I certainly hadn’t wanted to go with those two, but I’d been too shell-shocked to argue. And now that I was here, I took a smidgen of comfort in the familiar. This had been my happy place for so long. Kira Stanton, Blackwood’s doctor, had checked me over and decided

