01:22:43. So many things were happening at once that I lost count of how many times I got so close to the edge. It was torture. Sweet, merciless torture. The feeling of pleasure mixed with so much pain I thought I was going to go insane. I thought Elias felt good when he f****d me. It was soft, innocent and romantic. I thought that was what pleasure was supposed to feel like, that the way he moved inside me was the greatest feeling in the world. And even when I never came, I told myself it didn’t matter because I loved him. I couldn’t have been more wrong. This was what orgasm felt like. It was brutal and so sexy. It felt like my body was being broken and rebuilt then reshaped into something I couldn’t understand. Something that wanted more, more and more. I was trembling, soaked w

