Loving him

CHAPTER 5

Nelson arrived at his home, Parked the car in a hurry and race to the house. He entered the house and called out his wife's name to see where they were. He found his wife and Jeremy his son on the floor with his wife cradling him. Jeremy was now looking a little bit comer.He took of his jacket throwing it on the floor somewhere before going down on his knees scooping Jeremy in his arms and going straight to his room to put him down on his bed. He laid him down, sat next to him and lightly stroked him.

Jeremy was Nelson son and he was fourteen years old. Him and his wife had him while they were still dating before they became husband and wife. He was diagnosed with epilepsy at the age of six. The sickness was worse at the beginning of his diagnosed, he was getting seizures maybe three to four times a day, but as he grew older it gradually changed. He was getting seizures one to two times a day, sometimes nothing at all when he reach the age of twelve which Nelson his wife were happy about. At the age of thirteenth until he turn fourteen he hadn't had any episodes until he got the call. He wonders what causing the seizure to start up again.

Nelson remain seated next to his son on the bed who was sleeping peacefully. He sat there and kept on stroking his his head until his wife came into to the room. She went straight to his son on the bed ,brushed his hair away from his forehead and kissed him. She turns,looked at Nelson and she whispered "come and go freshened up for dinner, he is fine now, let him rest. Will check on him later ".

Nelson reluctantly stood up and they both exited their sons room.

He went to bedroom ,undress and went to the ensuite bathroom to take a shower. He finished and he come out with the towel draped around his waist. He went to the wardrobe to look for his night clothes. He finished dressing up, he sighed and sat on the bed.

He took his cellphone from the night stand where he had putten it before he got undress to shower. He looked up Anna's number with a aim to sent a message or maybe call to find out how she was after he left. He decided to send a message to her. He started typing the messages but he stopped along the way. Truth is he did not know what to say to her. He tossed the phone on the bed, sighed and lied half of his body on the bed ,facing up with his legs remaining on the floor.

He felt guilty when it comes to Anna. He knew she wanted him to make love to her but it been hard for him to do it after finding out she still pure. Meaning she hasn't slept with anyone before.He loved her very much he couldn't deny it, but the thought of him being the one who takes away her virginity it didn't sit well with him especially because he was a married man. He feared that what if she later on regrets it. They could never reverse the damage and his angel will hate him forever he couldn't live with that. He cared about her alot, It was why he had been delaying things to go further between them. It was not easy though, his angel was very tempting.

Nelson had never been unfaithful before in his marriage even back when they were still dating. He has always been a one woman man and he vowed to never do that in his life because he knew the damage it caused.His father cheated on his mother when him and his siblings were younger. He used to see his parents fight over his father constantly cheating with younger women all the time. His mother was always miserable, always crying which made him angry. He felt helpless as a child. His parents eventually divorced and parted ways.

Him and his siblings stayed with their mother. Even though they were still well taken care of, their childhood was never the same their home was broken. Nelson hated his father through out his childhood even though the man was trying very much to have a relationship with him but Nelson never gave him a chance. He even asked him to work with him in one of his business he refused cause he didn't want anything to do with him. His two siblings on the other hand had a good relationship with their father.They would always get together with their father on special occasions, have dinners together or celebrate birthdays together and attend family gathering which Nelson never wanted to be part of. They also work with him on his businesses. Nelson was the only one who couldn't forgive his father.