Amelia I’ve been on cloud nine since I left Martin’s home yesterday. I’m not the clingy type of person, but I already want to go back there. I had the most fun I’ve ever had in my entire life, even though all we did was ravish each other’s body. I told Lily all about it, minus the explicit details because it’s be gross, and she was happy that we both know where we stood, regarding the no-strings-attached rule we came up with. I’m starting to have second thoughts about that though, because even though I tried to convince myself that our feelings should be omitted from our little ‘arrangement’, I think I’ve had feelings for him from king before now. It might’ve not be strong, but feelings are feelings regardless. I sigh with a hand on my jaw. My day feels so boring in contrast to my tho

